The Unknown Adventure
i

When they were fairly out in the street Hilda felt like a mariner who has escaped from a lee shore, but who is beset by the vaguer and even more formidable perils of the open sea. She was in a state of extreme agitation, and much too self-conscious to be properly cognisant of her surroundings; she did not feel the pavement with her feet; she had no recollection of having passed out of the house. There she was walking along on nothing, by the side of a man who might or might not be George Cannon, amid tall objects that resembled houses! Her situation was in a high degree painful, but she could not have avoided it. She could not, in Sarah’s bedroom, have fallen into sobs, or into a rage, or into the sulks, and told George Cannon that she would not go with him; she could not have dashed hysterically away and hidden herself on an upper floor, in the manner of a startled fawn. Her spirit was too high for such tricks. On the other hand, she was by no means sufficiently mistress of herself to be able to hide from him her shame. Hence she faced him and followed him, and let him see it. Their long familiarity had made this surrender somewhat easier for her. After all, in the countless daily contacts, they had grown accustomed to minor self-exposures—and Hilda more so than George Cannon; Hilda was too impatient and impulsive not to tear, at increasingly frequent intervals, the veil of conventional formality.

Her mood now, as she accompanied George Cannon on the unknown adventure, was one of abashed but still fierce resentment. She of course believed Sarah Gailey’s statement that there had been “talk” about herself and the landlord, and yet it was so utterly monstrous as to be almost incredible. She was absolutely sure that she had never by her behaviour furnished the slightest excuse for such “talk.” No eavesdropper could ever have caught the least word or gesture to justify it. Could a malicious eavesdropper have assisted at the secret operations of her inmost mind, even then he could scarcely have seen aught to justify it. Existence at Brighton had been too strenuous and strange—and, with Sarah Gailey in the house, too full of responsibilities—to favour dalliance. Hilda, examining herself, could not say that she had not once thought of George Cannon as a husband; because just as a young solitary man will imagine himself the spouse of a dozen different girls in a week, so will an unmated girl picture herself united to every eligible and passably sympathetic male that crosses her path. It is the everyday diversion of the fancy. But she could say that she had not once thought seriously of George Cannon as a husband. Why, he was not of her generation! Although she did not know his age, she guessed that he must be nearer forty than thirty. He was of the generation of Sarah Gailey, and Sarah Gailey was the contemporary of her dead mother! And he had never shown for her any sentiment but that of a benevolently teasing kindliness. Moreover, she was afraid of him, beyond question. And withal, he patently lacked certain qualities which were to be found in her image of a perfect man. No! She had more often thought of Edwin Clayhanger as a husband. Indeed she had married Edwin Clayhanger several times. The haunting youth would not leave her alone. And she said to herself, hot and indignant: “I shall have to leave Brighton! I can see that! Sarah Gailey’s brought it on herself!” Yes, she was actually angry with Sarah Gailey, who however had only informed her of a fact which she would have been sorry not to know! And in leaving Brighton, that fancy of hers took her straight to Bursley, to stay with Janet Orgreave in the house next to the new house of the Clayhangers!

Whither was George Cannon leading her? He had not yet said a word in explanation of the errand, nor shown in any way that he had observed her extraordinary condition. He was silent, swinging his stick. She also was silent. She could not have spoken, not even to murmur: “Where are you taking me to?” They went forward as in an enchantment.
ii

They were on the King’s Road; and to the left were the high hotels and houses, stretching east and west under the glare of the sun into invisibility, and to the right was the shore, and the sea so bright that the eye could scarcely rest on it. Both the upper and the lower promenades were crowded with gay people surging in different directions. The dusty roadway was full of carriages, and of the glint of the sun on wheelspokes and horses’ flanks, and of rolling, clear-cut shadows. The shore was bordered with flags and masts and white and brown sails; and in the white-and-green of billows harmlessly breaking could be seen the yellow bodies of the bathers. A dozen bare-legged men got hold of a yacht under sail with as many passengers on board, and pushed it forcibly right down into the sea, and then up sprang its nose and it heeled over and shot suddenly off, careering on the waves into the offing where other yachts were sliding to and fro between the piers, dominating errant fleets of rowboats. And the piers also were loaded with excited humanity and radiant colour. And all the windows of all the houses and hotels were open, and blowing with curtains and flowers and hats. The whole town was enfevered.

Hilda thought, her heart still beating, but less noisily, “I scarcely ever come here. I don’t come here often enough.” And she saw Sarah Gailey rocking and sighing and rocking and shaking her head in the mournful twilight of the basement in Preston Street. The contrasts of existence struck her as magnificent, as superb. The very misery and hopelessness of Sarah’s isolation seemed romantic, splendid, touchingly beautiful. And she thought, inexplicably: “Why am I here? Why am I not at home in Turnhill? Why am I so different from what mother was? What am I going to be and to do? This that I now am can’t continue for ever.” She saw thousands of women with thousands of men. And, quite forgetting that to the view of the multitude she was just as much as any of them with a man (and a rather fine man, too!), she began to pity herself because she was not with a man! She dreamed, in her extreme excitation, of belonging absolutely to some man. And despite all her pride and independence, she dwelt with pleasure and longing on the vision of being his, of being at his disposal, of being under his might, of being helpless before him. She thought, desolated: “I am nobody’s. And so there is ‘talk’!” She scorned herself for being nobody’s. To belong utterly to some male seemed to be the one tolerable fate for her in the world. And it was a glorious fate, whether it brought good or evil. Any other was ignobly futile, was despicable. And then she thought, savagely: “And just see my clothes! Why don’t I take the trouble to look nice?”

Suddenly George Cannon stopped on the edge of the pavement, and turned towards the houses across the street.

“You see that?” he said, pointing with his stick.

“What?”

“The Chichester.”

She saw, in gold letters over the front of a tall corner house: “The Chichester Private Hotel.”

“Well?”

“I’ve taken it—from Christmas. I signed about an hour ago. I just had to tell someone.”

“Well I never!” Hilda exclaimed.

He was beyond question an extraordinary and an impressive man. He had said that, after experimenting in Preston Street, he should take a larger place, and lo! in less than a year, he had fulfilled his word. He had experimented in Preston Street, with immense success and now he was coming out into the King’s Road! (Only those who have lived in a side street can pronounce the fine words ‘King’s Road’ with the proper accent of deference.) And every house in the King’s Road, Hilda now newly perceived, was a house of price and distinction. Nothing could be common in the King’s Road: the address and the view were incomparably precious. Being established there, George Cannon might, and no doubt would, ultimately acquire one of the largest public hotels; indeed, dominate the promenade! It would be just like him to do so! A year ago he was a solicitor in Turnhill. To-day he was so perfectly and entirely a landlord that no one could ever guess his first career. He was not merely extraordinary: he was astounding. There could not be many of his calibre in the whole world.

“How does it strike you?” he asked, with an eagerness that touched her.

“Oh! It’s splendid!” she answered, trying to put more natural enthusiasm into her voice. But the fact was that the Chichester had not yet struck her at all. It was only the idea of being in the King’s Road that had struck her—and with such an effect that her attention was happily diverted from her trouble, and her vexatious self-consciousness disappeared. She had from time to time remarked the Chichester, but never with any particularity; it had been for her just an establishment among innumerable others, and not one of the best,—the reverse of imposing. It stood at the angle of King’s Road and Ship Street, and a chemist’s shop occupied the whole of the frontage, the hotel-entrance being in Ship Street; its architecture was fiat and plain, and the place seemed neglected, perhaps unprosperous.

“Twenty bow-windows!” murmured George Cannon, and then smiled at himself, as if ashamed of his own na?veté.

And Hilda counted the windows. Yes, there were eight on King’s Road and twelve at the side. The building was high, and it was deep, stretching far down Ship Street. In a moment it began to put on, for Hilda, quite special qualities. How high it was! How deep it was! And in what a situation! It possessed mysterious and fine characteristics which set it apart. Strange that hitherto she had been so blind to it! She and George Cannon were divided from the house by the confused and noisy traffic of the roadway, and by the streaming throngs on the opposite pavement. And none of these people riding or driving or walking, and none of the people pushing past them on the pavement behind, guessed that here on the kerb was the future master of the Chichester, an amazing man, and that she, Hilda Lessways, by his side, was the woman to whom he had chosen first to relate his triumph! This unrecognised secrecy in the great animated street was piquant and agreeable to Hilda, a source of pride.

“I suppose you’ve bought it?” she ventured. She had no notion of his financial resources, but her instinct was to consider them infinite.

“No! I’ve not exactly bought it,” he laughed. “Not quite! I’ve got the lease, from Christmas. How much d’ye think the rent is?” He seemed to challenge her.

“Oh! Don’t ask me!”

“Five hundred a year,” he said, and raised his chin. “Five hundred a year! Ten pounds a week! Nearly thirty shillings a day! You’ve got to pay that before you can even begin to think of your own profits.”

“But it’s enormous!” Hilda was staggered. All her mother’s houses put together had brought in scarcely a third of the rental of that single house, which was nevertheless only a modest unit in several miles of houses. “But can you make it pay?”

“I fancy so! Else I shouldn’t have taken it. The present man can’t. But then he’s paying ￡550 for one thing, and he’s old. And he doesn’t know his business.... Oh yes! I think I can see my money back.... Wait till Christmas is turned and I make a start!”

She knew that the future would justify his self-confidence. How he succeeded she could not define. Why should he succeed where another was failing? He could not go out and drag boarders by physical force into his private hotel! Yet he would succeed. In every gesture he was the successful man. She looked timidly up at his eyes under the strong black eyelashes. His glance caught hers. He smiled conqueringly.

“Haven’t said a word to Sarah yet!” he almost whispered, so low was his voice; and he put on a mock-rueful smile. Hilda smiled in response.

“Shall you keep Preston Street?” she asked.

“Of course!” he said with pride—“I shall run the two, naturally.” He put his shoulders back. “One will help the other, don’t you see?”

She thought she saw, and nodded appreciatively. He meant to run two establishments! At the same moment a young and stylish man drove rather slowly by in a high dog-cart. He nodded carelessly to George Cannon, and then, perceiving that George Cannon was with a lady, raised his hat in haste. George Cannon responded. The young man gazed for an instant hard at Hilda, with a peculiar expression, and passed on. She did not know who he was. Of George Cannon’s relationships in the town she was entirely ignorant, but that he had relationships was always obvious.

She blushed, thinking of what Sarah Gailey had said about ‘talk’ concerning herself and George Cannon. In the young man’s glance there had been something to annoy and shame her.

“Come across and have a look at the place,” said George Cannon, suddenly stepping down into the gutter, with a look first in one direction and then in the other for threatening traffic.

“I don’t think I’ll come now,” she replied.

“But why not? Are you in a hurry? You’ve plenty of time before five o’clock—heaps!”

“I’d prefer not to come,” she insisted, in an abashed and diffident voice.

“But what’s up?” he demanded, stepping back to the pavement, and glancing directly into her eyes.

She blushed more and more, dropping her eyelids.

“I don’t want to be talked about too much!” she muttered, mortified. Her inference was unmistakable. The whole of her mind seemed now to be occupied with an enormous grievance which she somehow had against the world in general. Her very soul, too, was bursting with this grievance.

“Talked about? But who—”

“Never mind! I know! I’ve been told!” she interrupted him.

“Oh! I see!” He was now understanding the cause of her trouble in Sarah Gailey’s bedroom.

“Now look here!” He went on. “I’ve just got to have a few words with you. You come across the road, please.” He was imperious.

She raised her glance for a timid moment to his face, and saw to her intense astonishment that he also was blushing. Never before had she seen him blush.

“Come along!” he urged.

She followed him obediently across the dangerous road. He waited for her at the oppo............