They were in the cave and the men were standing before the fire Maria was fanning. Pilar had coffee ready in a pot. She had not gone back to bed at all since she had roused Robert Jordan and now she was sitting on a stool in the smoky cave sewing the rip in one of Jordan's packs. The other pack was already sewed. The firelight lit up her face.
 "Take more of the stew," she said to Fernando. "What does it matter if thy belly should be full? There is no doctor to operate if you take a goring."
 "Don't speak that way, woman," Agust璯 said. "Thou hast the tongue of the great whore."
 He was leaning on the automatic rifle, its legs folded close against the fretted barrel, his pockets were full of grenades, a sack of pans hung from one shoulder, and a full bandolier of ammunition hung over the other shoulder. He was smoking a cigarette and he held a bowl of coffee in one hand and blew smoke onto its surface as he raised it to his lips.
 "Thou art a walking hardware store," Pilar said to him. "Thou canst not walk a hundred yards with all that."
 "_Qu?va_, woman," Agust璯 said. "It is all downhill."
 "There is a climb to the post," Fernando said. "Before the downward slope commences."
 "I will climb it like a goat," Agust璯 said.
 "And thy brother?" he asked Eladio. "Thy famous brother has mucked off?"
 Eladio was standing against the wall.
 "Shut up," he said.
 He was nervous and he knew they all knew it. He was always nervous and irritable before action. He moved from the wall to the table and began filling his pockets with grenades from one of the rawhide-covered panniers that leaned, open, against the table leg.
 Robert Jordan squatted by the pannier beside him. He reached into the pannier and picked out four grenades. Three were the oval Mill bomb type, serrated, heavy iron with a spring level held down in position by a cotter pin with pulling rig attached.
 "Where did these come from?" he asked Eladio.
 "Those? Those are from the Republic. The old man brought them."
 "How are they?"
 "_Valen m嫳 que pesan_," Eladio said. "They are worth a fortune apiece."
 "I brought those," Anselmo said. "Sixty in one pack. Ninety pounds, _Ingl廥_."
 "Have you used those?" Robert Jordan asked Pilar.
 "Qu?va have we used them?" the woman said. "It was with those Pablo slew the post at Otero."
 When she mentioned Pablo, Agust璯 started cursing. Robert Jordan saw the look on Pilar's face in the firelight.
 "Leave it," she said to Agust璯 sharply. "It does no good to talk."
 "Have they always exploded?" Robert Jordan held the graypainted grenade in his hand, trying the bend of the cotter pin with his thumbnail.
 "Always," Eladio said. "There was not a dud in any of that lot we used."
 "And how quickly?"
 "In the distance one can throw it. Quickly. Quickly enough."
 "And these?"
 He held up a soup-tin-shaped bomb, with a tape wrapping around a wire loop.
 "They are a garbage," Eladio told him. "They blow. Yes. But it is all flash and no fragments."
 "But do they always blow?"
 "_Qu?va_, always," Pilar said. "There is no always either with our munitions or theirs."
 "But you said the other always blew."
 "Not me," Pilar told him. "You asked another, not me. I have seen no _always_ in any of that stuff."
 "They all blew," Eladio insisted. "Speak the truth, woman."
 "How do you know they all blew?" Pilar asked him. "It was Pablo who threw them. You killed no one at Otero."
 "That son of the great whore," Agust璯 began.
 "Leave it alone," Pilar said sharply. Then she went on. "They are all much the same, _Ingl廥_. But the corrugated ones are more simple."
 I'd better use one of each on each set, Robert Jordan thought. But the serrated type will lash easier and more securely.
 "Are you going to be throwing bombs, _Ingl廥?_" Agust璯 asked.
 "Why not?" Robert Jordan said.
 But crouched there, sorting out the grenades, what he was thinking was: it is impossible. How I could have deceived myself about it I do not know. We were as sunk when they attacked Sordo as Sordo was sunk when the snow stopped. It is that you can't accept it. You have to go on and make a plan that you know is impossible to carry out. You made it and now you know it is no good. It's no good, now, in the morning. You can take either of the posts absolutely O.K. with what you've got here. But you can't take them both. You can't be sure of it, I mean. Don't deceive yourself. Not when the daylight comes.
 Trying to take them both will never work. Pablo knew that all the time. I suppose he always intended to muck off but he knew we were cooked when Sordo was attacked. You can't base an operation on the presumption that miracles are going to happen. You will kill them all off and not even get your bridge blown if you have nothing better than what you have now. You will kill off Pilar, Anselmo, Agust璯, Primitivo, this jumpy Eladio, the worthless gypsy and old Fernando, and you won't get your bridge blown. Do you suppose there will be a miracle and Golz will get the message from Andr廥 and stop it? If there isn't, you are going to kill them all off with those orders. Maria too. You'll kill her too with those orders. Can't you even get her out of it? God damn Pablo to hell, he thought.
 No. Don't get angry. Getting angry is as bad as getting scared. But instead of sleeping with your girl you should have ridden all night through these hills with the woman to try to dig up enough people to make it work. Yes, he thought. And if anything happened to me so I was not here to blow it. Yes. That. That's why you weren't out. And you couldn't send anybody out because you couldn't run a chance of losing them and being short one more. You had to keep what you had and make a plan to do it with them.
 But your plan stinks. It stinks, I tell you. It was a night plan and it's morning now. Night plans aren't any good in the morning. The way you think at night is no good in the morning. So now you know it is no good.
 What if John Mosby did get away with things as impossible as this? Sure he did. Much more difficult. And remember, do not undervaluate the element of surprise. Remember that. Remember it isn't goofy if you can make it stick. But that is not the way you are supposed to make it. You should make it not only possible but sure. But look at how it all has gone. Well, it was wrong in the first place and such things accentuate disaster as a snowball rolls up wet snow.
 He looked up from where he was squatted by the table and saw Maria and she smiled at him. He grinned back with the front of his face and selected four more grenades and put them in his pockets. I could unscrew the detonators and just use them, he thought. But I don't think the fragmentation will have any bad effect. It will come instantaneously with the explosion of the charge and it won't disperse it. At least, I don't think it will. I'm sure it won't. Have a little confidence, he told himself. And you, last night, thinking about how you and your grandfather were so terrific and your father was a coward. Show yourself a little confidence now.
 He grinned at Maria again but the grin was still no deeper than the skin that felt tight over his cheekbones and his mouth.
 She thinks you're wonderful, he thought. I think you stink. And the _gloria_ and all that nonsense that you had. You had wonderful ideas, didn't you? You had this world all taped, didn't you? The hell with all of that.
 Take it easy, he told himself. Don't get into a rage. That's just a way out too. There are always ways out. You've got to bite on the nail now. There isn't any need to deny everything there's been just because you are going to lose it. Don't be like some damned snake with a broken back biting at itself; and your back isn't broken either, you hound. Wait until you're hurt before you start to cry. Wait until the fight before you get angry. There's lots of time for it in a fight. It will be some use to you in a fight.
 Pilar came over to him with the bag.
 "It is strong now," she said. "Those grenades are very good, _Ingl廥_. You can have confidence in them."
 "How do you feel, woman?"
 She looked at him and shook her head and smiled. He wondered how far into her face the smile went. It looked deep enough.
 "Good," she said. "_Dentro de la gravedad_."
 Then she said, squatting by him, "How does it seem to thee now that it is really starting?"
 "That we are few," Robert Jordan said to her quickly.
 "To me, too," she said. "Very few."
 Then she said still to him alone, "The Maria can hold the horses by herself. I am not needed for that. We will hobble them. They are cavalry horses and the firing will not panic them. I will go to the lower post and do that which was the duty of Pablo. In this way we are one more."
 "Go............