In Denver they found chic, modern stores. The clothes, Juliana thought, were numbingly expensive, but Joe did not seem to care or even to notice; he simply paid for what she picked out, and then they hurried on to the next store.
 Her major acquisition -- after much trying on of dresses and much prolonged deliberating and rejecting -- occurred late in the day: a light blue Italian original with short, fluffy sleeves and a wildly low neckline. In a European fashion magazine she had seen a model wearing such a dress; it was  considered the finest style of the year, and it cost Joe almost two hundred dollars.
 To go with it, she needed three pairs of shoes, more nylon stockings, several hats, and a new handmade black leather purse. And, she discovered, the neckline of the Italian dress demanded the new brassieres which covered only the lower part of each breast. Viewing herself in the full-length mirror of the dress shop, she felt overexposed and a little insecure about bending over. But the salesgirl assured her that the new half-bras remained firmly in place, despite their lack of straps.
 Just up to the nipple, Juliana thought as she peered at herself in the privacy of the dressing room, and not one millimeter more. The bras, too, cost quite a bit; also imported, the salesgirl explained, and handmade. The salesgirl showed her sportswear, too, shorts and bathing suits and a terrycloth beach robe; but all at once Joe became restless. So they went on.
 As Joe loaded the parcels and bags into the car she said, "Don't you think I'm going to look terrific?"
 "Yes," he said in a preoccupied voice. "Especially that blue dress. You wear that when we go there, to Abendsen's; understand?" He spoke the last word sharply as if it was an order; the tone surprised her.
 "I'm a size twelve or fourteen," she said as they entered the next dress shop. The salesgirl smiled graciously and accompanied them to the racks of dresses. What else did she need? Juliana wondered. Better to get as much as possible while she could; her eyes took in everything at once, the blouses, skirts, sweaters, slacks, coats. Yes, a coat. "Joe," she said, "I have to have a long coat. But not a cloth coat."
 They compromised with one of the synthetic fiber coats from Germany; it was more durable than natural fur, and less expensive. But she felt disappointed. To cheer herself up she began examining jewelry. But it was dreary costume junk, without imagination or originality.
 "I have to get some jewelry," she explained to Joe. "Earrings, at least. Or a pin -- to go with the blue dress." She led him along the sidewalk to a jewelry store. "And your clothes," she remembered, with guilt. "We have to shop for you, too."
 While she looked for jewelry, Joe stopped at a barbershop for his haircut. When he appeared a half hour later, she was amazed; he had not only gotten his hair cut as short as possible, but he had had it dyed. She would hardly have recognized him; he was now blond. Good God, she thought, staring at him. Why?
 Shrugging, Joe said, "I'm tired of being a wop." That was all he would say; he refused to discuss it as they entered a men's clothing store and began shopping for him.
 They bought him a nicely tailored suit of one of Du Pont's new synthetic fibers, Dacron. And new socks, underwear, and a pair of stylish sharp-toed shoes. What now? Juliana thought. Shirts. And ties. She and the clerk picked out two white shirts with French cuffs, several ties made in France, and a pair of silver cuff links. It took only forty minutes to do all the shopping for him; she was astonished to find it so easy, compared to her own.
 His suit, she thought, should be altered. But again Joe had become restless; he paid the bill with the Reichsbank notes which he carried. I know something else, Juliana realized. A new billfold. So she and the clerk picked out a black alligator billfold for him, and that was that. They left the store and returned to the car; it was four-thirty and the shopping -- at least as far as Joe was concerned -- was over.
 "You don't want the waistline taken in a little?" she asked Joe as he drove out into downtown Denver traffic. "On your suit --"
 "No." His voice, brusque and impersonal, startled her.
 "What's wrong? Did I buy too much?" I know that's it, she said to herself; I spent much too much. "I could take some of the skirts back."
 "Let's eat dinner," he said.
 "Oh God," she exclaimed. "I know what I didn't get. Nightgowns."
 He glared at her ferociously.
 "Don't you want me to get some nice new pajamas?" she said. "So I'll be all fresh and --"
 "No." He shook his head. "Forget it. Look for a place to eat."
 Juliana said in a steady voice, "We'll go and register at the hotel first. So we can change. Then we'll eat." And it better be a really fine hotel, she thought, or it's all off. Even this late. And we'll ask them at the hotel what's the best place in Denver to eat. And the name of a good nightclub where we can see a once-in-a-lifetime act, not some local talent but some big names from Europe, like Eleanor Perez or Willie Beck. I know great UFA stars like that come out to Denver, because I've seen the ads. And I won't settle for anything less.
 As they searched for a good hotel, Juliana kept glancing at the man beside her. With his hair short and blond, and in his new clothes, he doesn't look like the same person, she thought. Do I like him better this way? It was hard to tell. And me -- when I've been able to arrange for my hair being done, we'll be two different persons, almost. Created out of nothing or, rather, out of money. But I just must get my hair done, she told herself.
 They found a large stately hotel in downtown Denver with a uniformed doorman who arranged for the car to be parked. That was what she wanted. And a bellboy -- actually a grown man, but wearing the maroon uniform -- came quickly and carried all their parcels and luggage, leaving them with nothing to do but climb the wide carpeted steps, under the awning, pass through the glass and mahogany doors and into the lobby.
 Small shops on each side of the lobby, flower shop, gifts, candy, place to telegraph, desk to reserve plane flights, the bustle of guests at the desk and the elevators, the huge potted plants, and under their feet the carpeting, thick and soft. She could smell the hotel, the many people, the activity. Neon signs indicated in which direction the hotel restaurant, cocktail lounge, snack bar, lay. She could barely take it all in as they crossed the lobby and at last reached the reservation desk.
 There was even a bookstore.
 While Joe signed the register, she excused herself and hurried over to the bookstore to see if they had The Grasshopper. Yes, there it was, a bright stack of copies in fact, with a display sign saying how popular and important it was, and of course that it was verboten in German-run regions. A smiling middle-aged woman, very grandmotherly, waited on her; the book cost almost four dollars, which seemed to Juliana a great deal, but she paid for it with a Reichsbank note from her new purse and then skipped back to join Joe.
 Leading the way with their luggage, the bellboy conducted them to the elevator and then up to the second floor, along the corridor -- silent and warm and carpeted -- to their superb, breathtaking room. The bellboy unlocked the door for them, carried everything inside, adjusted the window and lights; Joe tipped him and he departed, shutting the door after him.
 All was unfolding exactly as she wanted.
 "How long will we stay in Denver?" she asked Joe, who had begun opening packages on the bed. "Before we go on up to Cheyenne?"
 He did not answer; he had become involved in the contents of his suitcase.
 "One day or two?" she asked as she took off her new coat. "Do you think we could stay three?"  
 Lifting his head Joe answered, "We're going on tonight."
 At first she did not understand; and when she did, she could not believe him. She stared at him and he stared back with a grim, almost taunting expression, his face constricted with enormous tension, more than she had seen in any human in her life before. He did not move; he seemed paralyzed there, with his hands full of his own clothing from the suitcase, his body bent.
 "After we eat," he added.
 She could not think of anything to say.
 "So wear that blue dress that cost so much," he said. "The one you like; the really good one -- you understand?" Now he began unbuttoning his shirt. "I'm going to shave and take a good hot shower." His voice had a mechanical quality as if he were speaking from miles away through some sort of instrument; turning, he walked toward the bathroom with stiff, jerky steps.
 With difficulty she managed to say, "It's too late tonight."
 "No. We'll be through dinner around five-thirty, six at the latest. We can get up to Cheyenne in two, two and a half hours. That's only eight-thirty. Say nine at the latest. We can phone from here, tell Abendsen we're coming; explain the situation. That'll make an impression, a long-distance call. Say this -- we're flying to the West Coast; we're in Denver only tonight. But we're so enthusiastic about his book we're going to drive up to Cheyenne and drive back again tonight, just for a chance to --"
 She broke in, "Why?"
 Tears began to surge up into her eyes, and she found herself doubling up her fists, with the thumbs inside, as she had done as a child; she felt her jaw wobble, and when she spoke her voice could hardly be heard. "I don't want to go and see him tonight; I'm not going. I don't want to at all, even tomorrow. I just want to see the sights here. Like you promised me." And as she spoke, the dread once more reappeared and settled on her chest, the peculiar blind panic that had scarcely gone away, even in the brightest of moments with him. It rose to the top and commanded her; she felt it quivering in her face, shining out so that he could easily take note of it.
 Joe said, "We'll buzz up there and then afterward when we come back we'll take in the sights here." He spoke reasonably, and yet still with the stark deadness as if he were reciting.
 "No," she said.
 "Put on that blue dress." He rummaged around among the parcels until he found it in the largest box. He carefully removed the cord, got out the dress, laid it on the bed with precision; he did not hurry. "Okay? You'll be a knockout. Listen, we'll buy a bottle of high-price Scotch and take it along. That Vat 69."
 Frank, she thought. Help me. I'm in something I don't understand.
 "It's much farther," she answered, "than you realize. I looked on the map. It'll be real late when we get there, more like eleven or past midnight."
 He said, "Put on the dress or I'll kill you."
 Closing her eyes, she began to giggle. My training, she thought. It was true, after all; now we'll see. Can he kill me or can't I pinch a nerve in his back and cripple him for life? But he fought those British commandoes; he's gone through this already, many years ago.
 "I know you maybe can throw me," Joe said. "Or maybe not."
 "Not throw you," she said. "Maim you permanently. I actually can. I lived out on the West Coast. The Japs taught me, up in Seattle. You go on to Cheyenne if you want to and leave me here. Don't try to force me. I'm scared of you and I'll try." Her voice broke. "I'll try to get you so bad, if you come at me."
 "Oh come on -- put on the goddam dress! What's this all about? You must be nuts, talking like that about killing and maiming, just because I want you to hop in the car after dinner and drive up the autobahn with me and see this fellow whose book you --"
 A knock at the door.
 Joe stalked to it and opened it. A uniformed boy in the corridor said, "Valet service. You inquired at the desk, sir."
 "Oh yes," Joe said, striding to the bed; he gathered up the new white shirts which he had bought and carried them to the bellboy. "Can you get them back in half an hour?"
 "Just ironing out the folds," the boy said, examining them. "Not cleaning. Yes, I'm sure they can, sir."
 As Joe shut the door, Juliana said, "How did you know a new white shirt can't be worn until it's pressed?"
 He said nothing; he shrugged.
 "I had forgotten," Juliana said. "And a woman ought to know. . . when you take them out of the cellophane they're all wrinkled."
 "When I was younger I used to dress up and go out a lot."
 "How did you know the hotel had valet service? I didn't know it. Did you really have your hair cut and dyed? I think your hair always was blond, and you were wearing a hairpiece. Isn't that so?"
 Again he shrugged.
 "You must be an SD man," she said. "Posing as a wop truck driver. You never fought in North Africa, did you? You're supposed to come up here to kill Abendsen; isn't that so? I know it is. I guess I'm pretty dumb." She felt dried-up, withered.
 After an interval, Joe said, "Sure I fought in North Africa. Maybe not with Pardi's artillery battery. With the Brandenburgers." He added, "Wehrmacht kommando. Infiltrated British HQs. I don't see what difference it makes; we saw plenty of action. And I was at Cairo; I earned the medal and a battlefield citation. Corporal."
 "Is that fountain pen a weapon?"
 He did not answer.
 "A bomb," she realized suddenly, saying it aloud. "A booby-trap kind of bomb, that's wired so it'll explode when someone touches it."
 "No," he said. "What you saw is a two-watt transmitter and receiver. So I can keep in radio contact. In case there's a change of plan, what with the day-by-day political situation in Berlin."
 "You check in with them just before you do it. To be sure."
 He nodded.
 "You're not Italian; you're a German."
 "Swiss."
 She said, "My husband is a Jew."
 "I don't care what your husband is. All I want is for you to put on that dress and fix yourself up so we can go to dinner. Fix your hair somehow; I wish you could have gotten to the hairdresser's. Possibly the hotel beauty salon is still open. You could do that while I wait for my shirts and take my shower."
 "How are you going to kill him?"
 Joe said, "Please put on the new dress, Juliana. I'll phone down and ask about the hairdresser." He walked over to the room phone.
 "Why do you need me along?"
 Dialing, Joe said, "We have a folder on Abendsen and it seems he is attracted to a certain type of dark, libidinous girl. A specific Middle-Eastern or Mediterranean type."
 As he talked to the hotel people, Juliana went over to the bed and lay down. She shut her eyes and put her arm across her face.
 "They do have a hairdresser," Joe said when he had hung up the phone. "And she can take care of you right away. You go down to the salon; it's on the mezzanine." He handed her something; opening her eyes she saw that it was more Reichsbank notes. "To pay her."
 She said, "Let me lie here. Will you please?"
 He regarded her with a look of acute curiosity and concern.
 "Seattle is like San Francisco would have been," she said, "if there had been no Great Fire. Real old wooden buildings and some brick ones, and hilly like S.F. The Japs there go back to a long time before the war. They have a whole business section and houses, stores and everything, very old. It's a port. This little old Jap who taught me -- I had gone up there with a Merchant Marine guy, and while I was there I started taking these lessons. Minoru Ichoyasu; he wore a vest and tie. He was as round as a yo-yo. He taught upstairs in a Jap office building; he had that old-fashioned gold lettering on his door, and a waiting room like a dentist's office. With National Geographics."
 Bending over her, Joe took hold of her arm and lifted her to a sitting position; he supported her, propped her up. "What's the matter? You act like you're sick." He peered into her face, searching her features.
 "I'm dying," she said.
 "It's just an anxiety attack. Don't you have them all the time? I can get you a sedative from the hotel pharmacy. What about phenobarbital? And we haven't eaten since ten this morning. You'll be all right. When we get to Abendsen's, you don't have to do a thing, only stand there with me; I'll do the talking. Just smile and be companionable with me and him; stay with him and make conversation with him, so that he stays with us and doesn't go off somewhere. When he sees you I'm certain he'll let us in, especially with that Italian dress cut as it is. I'd let you in, myself, if I were he."
 "Let me go into the bathroom," she said. "I'm sick. Please." She struggled loose from him. "I'm being sick -- let me go."
 He let her go, and she made her way across the room and into the bathroom; she shut the door behind her.
 I can do it, she thought. She snapped the light on; it dazzled her. She squinted. I can find it. In the medicine cabinet, a courtesy pack of razor blades, soap, toothpaste. She opened the fresh little pack of blades. Single edge, yes. Unwrapped the new greasy blueblack blade.
 Water ran in the shower. She stepped in -- good God; she had on her clothes. Ruined. Her dress clung. Hair streaming. Horrified, she stumbled, half fell, groping her way out. Water drizzling from her stocking............