JANUARY 24.—I have inquired more than once of Curtis if he has the faintest idea to what quarter of the Atlantic we have drifted, and each time he has been unable to give me a decided1 answer, though from his general observation of the direction of the wind and currents he imagines that we have been carried westward3, that is to say, toward the land.
To-day the breeze has dropped entirely4, but the heavy swell5 is still upon the sea, and is an unquestionable sign that a tempest has been raging at no great distance. The raft labors6 hard against the waves, and Curtis, Falsten, and the boatswain, employ the little energy that remains7 to them in strengthening the joints8. Why do they give themselves such trouble? Why not let the few frail9 planks10 part asunder11, and allow the ocean to terminate our miserable12 existence? Certain it seems that our sufferings must have reached their utmost limit, and nothing could exceed the torture that we are enduring. The sky pours down upon us a heat like that of molten lead, and the sweat that saturates13 the tattered14 clothes that hang about our bodies goes far to aggravate15 the agonies of our thirst. No words of mine can describe this dire2 distress16; these sufferings are beyond human estimate.
Even bathing, the only means of refreshment17 that we possessed18, has now become impossible, for ever since Jynxstrop's death the sharks have hung about the raft in shoals.
To-day I tried to gain a few drops of fresh water by evaporation19, but even with the exercise of the greatest patience, it was with the utmost difficulty that I obtained enough to moisten a little scrap20 of linen21; and the only kettle that we had was so old and battered22, that it would not bear the fire, so that I was obliged to give up the attempt in despair.
Falsten is now almost exhausted23, and if he survives us at all, it can only be for a few days. Whenever I raised my head I always failed to see him, but he was probably lying sheltered somewhere beneath the sails. Curtis was the only man who remained on his feet, but with indomitable pluck he continued to stand on the front of the raft, waiting, watching, hoping. To l............