But he defends the position:
“My business demands much reflection—constant watchfulness7.”
Well, in the first place, an enterprise which demands watchfulness day and night from the same individual is badly organized, and should be reorganized. It runs contrary to the common sense of Nature. And, in the second place, his defence is insincere. He does not submit to the eternal preoccupation because he thinks he ought, but simply because he cannot help it. How often, especially just before the dawn, has he not longed to be delivered from the perfectly8 futile9 preoccupation, so that he might go to sleep again—and failed to get free! How often, in the midst of some jolly gathering10, has he not felt secretly desolate11 because the one tyrannic topic would run round and round in his mind, just like a clockwork mouse, accomplishing no useful end, and making impossible any genuine participation12 in the gaiety that environs him!
Instead of being necessary to the success of his business, this morbid13 preoccupation is positively14 detrimental15 to his business. He would think much more usefully, more powerfully, more creatively, about his business if during at least thirteen consecutive16 hours each day he never thought of it at all.
And there is still a further point in this connection. Let him imagine how delightful17 it must be for the people in the home which he has made, the loving people whom he loves and to whom in theory he is devoting his career, to feel continually that he only sees them obscurely through the haze18 emanating19 from his business! Why—worse!—even when he is sitting with his wife, he and she might as well be communicating with each other across a grille against which a turnkey is standing20 and listening to every word said! Let him imagine how flattering for her! She might be more flattered, at any rate more thrilled, if she knew that instead of thinking about his business he was thinking about another woman. Could he shut the front door every afternoon on his business, the effect would not only be beneficial upon it and upon him, but his wife would smile the warm smile of wisdom justified
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