The time now arrived for me to begin regular lessons and to write exercises in copy-books, which I invariably smeared1 with ink—ah! what gloom and dreariness2 suddenly came into my life.
I remember that I performed my tasks spiritlessly and sulkily, and that my lessons bored me inexpressibly. And since I wish to be very sincere, it is necessary for me to add that my teachers also were well-nigh intolerable to me.
Alas3! well do I remember the one who first taught me Latin (rosa, the rose; cornu, the horn; tonitru, the thunder). This tutor was very old and bent4, and as sad of face as a rainy November day. He is dead now, the poor old fellow—sweet peace to his soul! He was exactly like that “Mr. Ratin” hit off in caricature so neatly5 by Topffer; he had all the marks, even to the wart6 with the three hairs, and fine wrinkles beyond number at the end of his old nose; to me his face was the personification of all that was hideous7 and disgusting.
He arrived every day precisely8 at noon; and a chill would pass through me when I heard his knock which I would have recognized among a thousand.
Always after his departure, I attempted to purify that part of my table where his elbow had rested by rubbing it hard with the napkin which I had taken clandestinely9 from the linen-closet. And the ............