I will now endeavor to explain the impression that the sea made upon me at our first brief and melancholy¹ encounter, which took place at twilight² upon the evening of my arrival at the Island.  
Notwithstanding the fact that I could scarcely see it, it had so remarkable³ an effect on me that in a single moment it was engraven upon my memory forever. I feel a retrospective shudder⁴ run through me when my spirit broods upon the recollection.
 
We had but newly arrived at this village near St. Ongeoise where my parents had rented a fisherman's house for the bathing season. I knew that we had come here for something called the sea, but I had had no glimpse of it (a line of dunes⁵ hid it from me because of my short stature), and I was extremely impatient to become acquainted with it; therefore after dinner, as night was falling, I went alone to seek this mysterious thing.
 
The air was sharp and biting, and unlike any I had experienced, and from behind the hillocks of sand, along which the path led, there came a faint but majestic⁶ noise. Everything affrighted me, the unfamiliar⁷ way, the twilight falling from the overcast⁸ sky, and the loneliness of this part of the village. But inspired by one of those great and sudden resolutions, that come sometimes to the most timid, I went forward with a firm step.
 
Suddenly I stopped overcome and almost paralyzed by fear, for something took shape before me, something dark and surging sprang up from all sides at the same time and it seemed to stretch out endlessly. It was something so vast and full of motion that I was seized with a deadly vertigo—it was the sea of my imagining! Without a moment's hesitation⁹, without asking how this knowledge had been wrought¹⁰, without astonishment¹¹ even, I recognized it and I trembled with a great emotion. It was so dark a green as to be almost black; to me it seemed unstable¹², perfidious¹³, all ingulfing, always turbulent, and of a sinister¹⁴, menacing aspect. Above it, in harmony with it, stretched the gray and lowering sky.
 
And far away, very far away, upon the immeasurable distant horizon I perceived a break between the sky and the waters, and a pale yellow light showed through this cleft¹⁵.
 
Had I been to the sea before to recognize it thus quickly? Perhaps I had, but without being conscious of it, for when I was about five or six months old I had been brought to the Island by my great aunt, my grandmother's sister; or perhaps because it had played so great a part in my sea-faring ancestors' lives I was born with a nascent¹⁶ conception of it and its immensity.
 
We communed together a moment, one with the other—I was deeply fascinated. At our first encounter I am sure I had a nebulous presentiment¹⁷ that I would one day go to it in spite of my hesitation, in spite of all the efforts put forth¹⁸ to hold me back,—and the emotion that overwhelmed me in the presence of the sea was not only one of fear, but I felt also an inexpressible sadness, and I seemed to feel the anguish¹⁹ of desolation, bereavement²⁰ and exile. With downcast mien²¹, and with hair blown about by the wind, I turned and ran home. I was in the extreme haste to be with my mother; I wished to embrace her and to cling close to her; I desired to be with her so that she might console me for the thousand indefinite, anticipated sorrows that surged through my heart at the sight of those green waters, so vast and so deep.