An event of this sort produces the most various reactions in people, and I recall with a distressful1 amusement two unknown persons who accosted2 me as I went out from University College to find a taxi to take me to Mrs. Sanderson. One was a young woman who came up to me and said: 'Don't be grieved for your friend, Mr. Wells. It was a splendid thing to die like that in the midst of life, after giving his message.'
I did not accept these congratulations and I made no reply to her. I was thinking that a little acute observation, a little more consideration on my part, a finer sense of the labour I was putting upon my friend, might have averted3 his death altogether. And I was by no means convinced that his message was delivered, that it had reached the people I had hoped it would reach and awaken4. I had counted on much more from Sanderson. This death seemed to me and still seems far more like frustration5 than release.
Then presently as I gesticulated for a cab near Gower Street Station, I found a pale-faced, earnest-looking man beside me asking for a moment's speech. 'Mr. Wells,' he said, 'does not this[Pg 174] sudden event give you new views of immortality6, new lights upon spiritual realities?'
I stared at a sort of greedy excitement in his face. 'None whatever!' I said at last and got into my taxi.
I must confess that to this day I can find in Sanderson's death nothing but irreparable loss. He left much of his work in a state so incomplete that I cannot see how his successors can carry it on. In matters educational he was before all things a practical artist, and education is altogether too much the prey7 of theories. He filled me—a mere8 writer, with envious9 admiration10............