Harsanyi did not say much even to his wife about his discovery. He brooded upon it in a curious way. He found that these unscientific singing lessons stimulated4 him in his own study. After Miss Kronborg left him he often lay down in his studio for an hour before dinner, with his head full of musical ideas, with an effervescence in his brain which he had sometimes lost for weeks together under the grind of teaching. He had never got so much back for himself from any pupil as he did from Miss Kronborg. From the first she had stimulated him; something in her personality invariably affected5 him. Now that he was feeling his way toward her voice, he found her more interesting than ever before. She lifted the tedium6 of the winter for him, gave him curious fancies and reveries. Musically, she was sympathetic to him. Why all this was true, he never asked himself. He had learned that one must take where and when one can the mysterious mental irritant that rouses one’s imagination; that it is not to be had by order. She often wearied him, but she never bored him. Under her crudeness and brusque hardness, he felt there was a nature quite different, of which he never got so much as a hint except when she was at the piano, or when she sang. It was toward this hidden creature that he was trying, for his own pleasure, to find his way. In short, Harsanyi looked forward to his hour with Thea for the same reason that poor Wunsch had sometimes dreaded7 his; because she stirred him more than anything she did could adequately explain.
One afternoon Harsanyi, after the lesson, was standing8 by the window putting some collodion on a cracked finger, and Thea was at the piano trying over “Die Lorelei” which he had given her last week to practice. It was scarcely a song which a singing master would have given her, but he had his own reasons. How she sang it mattered only to him and to her. He was playing his own game now, without interference; he suspected that he could not do so always.
When she finished the song, she looked back over her shoulder at him and spoke9 thoughtfully. “That wasn’t right, at the end, was it?”
“No, that should be an open, flowing tone, something like this,”—he waved his fingers rapidly in the air. “You get the idea?”
“No, I don’t. Seems a queer ending, after the rest.”
Harsanyi corked10 his little bottle and dropped it into the pocket of his velvet11 coat. “Why so?
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