In the kitchen, Amanda stared at her mother.
She hadn’t spoken since Adrienne had started her story and had gone through two glasses of wine, the second a bit faster than the first. Neither of them was speaking now, and Adrienne could feel the anxious expectation of her daughter as she waited for what would come next.
But Adrienne couldn’t tell Amanda about that, nor did she need to. Amanda was a grown woman; she knew what it meant to make love to a man. She was also old enough to know that even though that was a wonderful part of their discovery of each other, it had been just that: a part of it. She loved Paul, and had he not meant so much to her, had the weekend been only physical in nature, there would have been nothing to remember other than a few pleasur-able moments, special only because she had been alone so long. What they shared, however, were feelings that had
been buried for far too long, feelings that were meant for just the two of them. And only them.
Besides, Amanda was her daughter. Call it old-fash-ioned, but sharing the details would be inappropriate. Some could talk about such things, but Adrienne never un-derstood how they could. The bedroom, she always thought, was a place of shared secrets.
But even if she’d wanted to tell, she knew she wouldn’t be able to find the words. How could she describe the sen-sation as he began to unbutton her blouse, or the shivers that traveled the length of her body when he traced his fin-ger along her belly? Or how heated their skin felt as their bodies came together? Or the texture of his mouth where he kissed her and how she felt when she pressed her fingers hard into his skin? Or the sound of his breathing and hers and how their breaths quickened as they began to move as one?
No, she wouldn’t speak of those things. Instead, she would let her daughter imagine what had happened, be-cause Adrienne knew that only her imagination could pos-sibly capture even the slightest bit of the magic she’d felt in Paul’s arms.
“Mom?” Amanda finally whispered. “You want to know what happened?” Amanda swallowed uncomfortably.
“Yes,” was all Adrienne would sa............