The November winds had swept the leaves from the maples and had sent them in hurrying gusts upon the waters of the little brook before Nan again visited Uplands. The oak trees still showed patches of dark red foliage and in Place o\' Pines were heaps of shining brown brought there by that same November wind. Since Jack had braved her Aunt Sarah\'s displeasure with no ill results, Nan had felt there was hope that she would be permitted to make a visit to Uplands as soon as she should be well enough. Jack had not repeated her visit; she was not as ready to meet her grandmother as Nan was, nor were Mary Lee and Jean any more eager, so that the first interview was left to Nan.
It was one day in November that she said rather timidly to her Aunt Sarah: "Don\'t you think I might go over to Uplands? You know mother said I might."
"Assuredly," replied Miss Sarah. "Go by all means."
Nan looked at her critically to see if she meant this sarcastically, but there was no suspicion of any [Pg 202]such intention, and she realized that the consent was readily given.
It was an important event to the girl. She had fallen in love with the lady of the portrait in the first place; her Aunt Helen had completely won her in the second, and she had learned to give at least pity and sympathy where her sisters felt, at the most, indifference, so she set out upon her walk with an eager anticipation.
She panted a little as she reached the top of the hill on the other side of the brook, for she had not gone so far since her accident, and, moreover, her heart was beating fast. She was to meet her grandmother. Would she be haughty and distant or kind and cordial? Would she come sweeping in all jewels and lace, or would she wear the plainer dress which her daughter adopted? Nan hoped that she would wear nothing more sombre than black satin with fine laces and that she would have more than one glittering ring upon her fingers.
There were no weeds now to wade through for the lawn was smoothly mown, though grass would have to be sown when the stubble was ploughed under. There were pretty curtains in all the rooms and flower-pots holding blossoming plants stood in a row in some of the windows. A bird-cage, too, hung in the library and as Nan stepped upon the [Pg 203]porch she heard the joyous song of the canary. The place seemed so lived in; no longer a mysterious enchanted castle but the comfortable abode of human kind. A neat maid opened the door and ushered Nan into the library. An open fire was blazing in the grate, the canary was singing blithely above the blossoming geraniums and begonias. There were magazines and papers piled on the table and an open desk showed that some one lately had been writing there.
Presently there was a rustle of skirts on the stairs and Miss Helen came swiftly in. "My dear, my dear!" she exclaimed. "How glad I am to see you. What a siege you have had. It has seemed such a long time and mother has been hoping every day that you would be well enough to come. Do you still suffer, poor little lass?"
"Not now," was the answer, "but I gave my right hand, you see, and didn\'t get anything for it after all."
"You haven\'t given it altogether, I hope."
"No, but I can\'t even write, and if I had a piano I couldn\'t play on it."
"But you will soon be well," returned her aunt. "Come, let us go up to mother; she is very impatient to see you."
Nan followed to the softly carpeted, upper front [Pg 204]room. No grand dame, magnificently attired came forward to meet her, but by the window sat a little old lady in sombre mourning; her face was lined with sorrow and her hands were worn and thin; only a plain gold ring adorned the left one.
"And this is Nancy," she said. "Excuse my rising, my dear, I am not very strong. Come here, won\'t you?"
Nan approached with a feeling of disappointment. How could any one fear sharp speeches from this mild-mannered old lady? Where was the flashing splendor of her eyes? Where was her proud mien? What had become of all those qualities which the portrait represented?
"Come closer, Nancy, child; I want to have a look at you," said her grandmother. And Nan knelt down before her. Mrs. Corner took the girl\'s face between her hands and looked at her long and earnestly. "She has Jack\'s eyes," she said to her daughter.
Nan smiled; it pleased her to be told this.
"And his smile," continued her grandmother. She took Nan\'s free hand and smoothed it softly. "She has the Corner fingers, too," she went on, "long and tapering with the filbert nails. She has sentiment, Helen, I am sure, and she is quick but [Pg 205]sensitive; loving but impatient; honest and forgiving."
Nan felt rather embarrassed at this summarizing of her character, but as her grandmother leaned over and kissed her forehead a glad light leaped to the girl\'s eyes. This was not censure, but a tender interest.
"Your old grandmother is very glad to see you," Mrs. Corner went on. "I have longed for you, for one of my son\'s own children, and it is a great gratification to me to know you have no hard feelings."
"No, I haven\'t any hard feelings; neither has mother," returned Nan gravely.
A little expression of pain passed over Mrs. Corner\'s face and she sighed. "Never let yourself be a wicked old woman, Nancy, to want your own way. Be willing to share what you possess with others. Never be jealous and suspicious and envious. Try not to pity yourself too much and don\'t think your rights are superior to those of other persons. You will be very unhappy if you do not learn your lesson early. The book of life holds many hard pages and it will be handed back to you over and over again till you have learned by heart what is meant you should know."
"Now, mother," put in Miss Helen, "you are entirely [Pg 206]too grave and preachy. Don\'t spoil Nan\'s first visit by giving her the impression that she is in a lecture-room."
"You are right, Helen; I should not allow myself to be carried away to the past from the present. Forgive me, Nancy, for being prosy and serious; your coming awakened so many memories of things I have tried to forget. Tell me about your mother while Helen gets out some things I brought you from Italy."
Nan\'s eyes sparkled. "Brought me? How good of you," she exclaimed. She wondered what the gifts could be and was quite overpowered when Miss Helen came in with her arms piled high with all sorts of packages. There were soft silks from Sorrento, corals from Naples, strings of beads from Venice, odd bits of jewelry from Florence, scarfs and sashes from Rome, a quaint little hat from Milan, embroideries, laces, knickknacks of all kinds.
Nan looked at them in delighted amazement. She had never seen so many pretty things together before. "They\'re not all for me," she said.
"All for you, my dear," said her grandmother with a pleased smile.
"But," Nan spoke earnestly, "it would be dreadfully selfish for me to be piggy and not give the [Pg 207]others anything, my sisters, you know. They\'d think I was the proud sister sure enough." Nan looked toward her aunt and back at her grandmother. Then she saw the mild expression disappear and the look of the portrait came over Mrs. Corner\'s face.
"I wish you to have them all," she said haughtily. "Not one of the others has thought it worth while to come to see me; but you, Nancy," her face softened, "you sent me a kiss before you saw me."
"Oh, but," Nan\'s eyes grew starry, "you know I am the eldest and I met Aunt Helen and they didn\'t; besides, they don\'t understand; the twins are too young and Mary Lee, well—she hadn\'t seen Aunt Helen, you know. I thank you a thousand times, grandmother, for being so lovely as to bring me these things, but indeed, I\'ll have to be honest and say I can\'t keep them all for my own self."
"Put them away, Helen," said Mrs. Corner wearily. "It is only one more disappointment. I hoped my granddaughter would be pleased."
The tears came to Nan\'s eyes. "I am pleased. I can\'t tell you how much. I never saw such lovely things, and I\'m just crazy for them, but I should feel such a mean, meany, piggish thing to keep them all."
"Never mind," said Mrs. Corner with an air of [Pg 208]resignation, "perhaps you will change your mind, Nancy, after you have thought it over."
Nan knew perfectly well that she never would, but she said nothing, and had the discomfort of seeing Miss Helen carry away the things as Mrs. Corner insisted that she should do. "She might have left out one little string of beads," thought Nan. But not so much as a tiny pin was allowed her and she began to realize something of the spirit which had antagonized her mother and which had given her father such distress. However, she was too proud to show her disappointment and did not leave at once; instead she chatted pleasantly and even kissed her grandmother good-bye.
Miss Helen followed her to the door. "You must not mind mother\'s ways too much, Nancy," she said. "She will think better of it yet, and you must consider that all she has brought you will be really yours to do with as you like after a while. Be patient with her, darling, if you love your Aunt Helen. Thank you so much for coming over and for being so dear and sweet to mother. She appreciates even when she does not confess it. You will come again soon, won\'t you?"
"Oh, yes," returned Nan, not quite so heartily as she would like to have spo............