On the way, he became suddenly sure that Federal Express would have come and gone ... and Juliet would stand there at the window with her bare face hanging out and shake her head and tell him there was nothing for him, sorry. And his proof? It would be gone like smoke. This feeling was irrational - Herb was a cautious man, one who did not make promises that couldn't be kept - but it was almost too strong to deny.
He had to force himself out of the car, and the walk from the door of the post office to the window where Juliet Stoker stood sorting mail seemed at least a thousand miles long.
When he got there, he tried to speak and no words came out. His lips moved, but his throat was too dry to make the sounds. Juliet looked up at him, then took a step back. She looked alarmed. Not, however, as alarmed as Amy and Ted had looked when he opened the motel-room door and pointed the gun at them.
'Mr Rainey? Are you all right?'
He cleared his throat. 'Sorry, Juliet. My throat kind of double-clutched on me for a second.'
'You're very pale,' she said, and he could hear in her voice that tone so many of the Tashmore residents used when they spoke to him - it was a sort of pride, but it held an undertaste of irritation and condescension, as though he was a child prodigy who needed special care and feeding.
'Something I ate last night, I guess,' he said. 'Did Federal Express leave anything for me?'
'No, not a thing.'
He gripped the underside of the counter desperately, and for a moment thought he would faint, although he had understood almost immediately that that was not what she had said.
'Pardon me?'
She had already turned away; her sturdy country bum was presented to him as she shuffled through some packages on the floor.
'Just the one thing, I said,' she replied, and then turned around and slid
the package across the counter to him. He saw the return address was EQMM i............