The professor sat in his favorite chair by his library fire, an open volume on his knee, and his after-dinner glass of wine, still unfinished, on the table near him. He had dined a couple of hours ago with Mr. Arbuthnot, who had entertained him very agreeably and had not long since left him to present himself upon some social scene.
It was of his departed guest that he was thinking as he pondered, and of certain plans he had on hand for his ultimate welfare, and his thoughts so deeply occupied him that he did not hear the sound of the door-bell, which rang as he sat, nor notice any other sound until the door of the room opened and some one entered. He raised his head and looked around then, uttering a slight ejaculation of surprise.
"Why, Bertha!" he said. "My dear! This is unexpected."
He paused and gave her one of his gently curious looks. She had thrown her cloak off as she came near him, and something in her appearance attracted his attention.
"My dear," he said, slowly, "you look to-night as you did years ago. I am reminded of the time when Philip first came to us. I wonder why?"
There was a low seat near his side, and she came and took it.
"It is the dress," she said. "I was looking over some things I had laid aside, and found it. I put it on for old acquaintance\' sake. I have never worn it since then. Perhaps I hoped it would make me feel like a girl again."
Her tone was very quiet, her whole manner was[Pg 436] quiet; the dress was simplicity itself. A little lace kerchief was knotted about her throat.
"That is a very feminine idea," remarked the professor, seeming to give it careful attention. "Peculiarly feminine, I should say. And—does it, my dear?"
"Not quite," she answered. "A little. When I first put it on and stood before the glass I forgot a good many things for a few moments, and then, suddenly, I heard the children\'s voices in the nursery, and Richard came in, and Bertha Herrick was gone. You know I was Bertha Herrick when I wore this—Bertha Herrick, thinking of her first party."
"Yes, my dear," he responded, "I—I remember."
There were a few moments of silence, in which he looked abstractedly thoughtful, but presently he bestirred himself.
"By the by," he said, "that reminds me. Didn\'t I understand that there was a great party somewhere to-night? Mr. Arbuthnot left me to go to it, I think. I thought there was a reason for my surprise at seeing you. That was it. Surely you should have been at the great party instead of here."
"Well," she replied, "I suppose I should, but for some curious accident or other—I don\'t know what the accident is or how it happened—I should have had an invitation—of course if it had chanced to reach me; but something has occurred to prevent it doing so, I suppose. Such things happen, you know. To all intents and purposes I have not been invited, so I could not go. And I am very glad. I would rather be here."
"I would rather have you here," he returned, "if such seclusion pleases you. But I can hardly imagine, my dear, how the party"—
She put her hand on his caressingly.
"It cannot be an entire success," she said. "It won\'t, in my absence; but misfortunes befall even the magnificent and prosperous, and the party must console itself. I like to be here—I like very much to be here."
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He glanced at her gray dress again.
"Bertha Herrick would have preferred the party," he remarked.
"Bertha Amory is wiser," she said. "We will be quiet together—and happy."
They were very quiet. The thought occurred to the professor several times during the evening. She kept her seat near him, and talked to him, speaking, he noticed, principally of her children and of the past; the time she had spent at home before her marriage seemed to be present in her mind.
"I wonder," she said once, thoughtfully, "what sort of girl I was? I can only remember that I was such a happy girl! Do you remember that I was a specially self-indulgent or frivolous one? But I am afraid you would not tell me, if you did."
"My dear," he said, in response, "you were a natural, simple, joyous creature, and a great pleasure to us."
She gave his hand a little pressure.
"I can remember that you were always good to me," she said. "I used to think you were a little curious about me, and wondered what I would do in the future. Now it is my turn to wonder if I am at all what you thought I would be?"
He did not reply at once, and then spoke slowly.
"There seemed so many possibilities," he said. "Yes; I thought it possible that you might be—what you are."
It was as he said this that there returned to his mind the thought which had occupied it before her entrance. He had been thinking then of something he wished to tell her, before she heard it from other quarters, and which he felt he could tell her at no more fitting time than when they were alone. It was something relating to Laurence Arbuthnot, and, curiously enough, she paved the way for it by mentioning him herself.
"Did you say Laurence was here to-night?" she asked.
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"Yes," he replied, "he was so good as to dine with me."
"He would say that you were so good as to invite him," she said. "He is very fond of coming here."
"I should miss him very much," he returned, "if he should go away."
She looked up quickly, attracted by his manner.
"But there is no likelihood of his going away," she said.
"I think," he answered, "that there may be, and I wished to speak to you about it."
He refrained from looking at her; he even delicately withdrew his hand, so that if hers should lose its steadiness he might be unconscious of it.
"Go away!" she exclaimed,—"from Washington? Laurence! Why should you think so? I cannot imagine such a thing."
"He does not imagine it himself yet," he replied. "I am going to suggest it to him."
Her hand was still upon his knee, and he felt her start.
"You are!" she said; "why and how? Do you think he will go? I do not believe he will."
"I am not sure that he will," he answered, "but I hope so; and what I mean is that I think it may be possible to send him abroad."
She withdrew her hand from his knee.
"He won\'t go," she said; "I am sure of it."
He went on to explain himself, still not looking at her.
"He is wasting his abilities," he said; "he is wasting his youth; the position he is in is absurdly insignificant; it occurred to me that if I used, with right effect, the little influence I possess, there might finally be obtained for him some position abroad, which would be at least something better, and might possibly open a way for him in the future. I spoke to the Secretary of State about it, and he was very kind, and appeared [Pg 439]interested. It seems very possible, even probable, that my hopes will be realized."
For a few seconds she sat still; then she said, abstractedly:
"It would be very strange to be obliged to live our lives without Laurence; they would not be the same lives at all. Still, I suppose it would be best for him; but it would be hard to live without Laurence. I don\'t like to think of it."
In spite of his intention not to do so, he found himself turning to look at her. There had been surprise in her voice, and now there was sadness, but there was no agitation, no uncontrollable emotion.
"Can it be," he thought, "that she is getting over it? What does it mean?"
She turned and met his eyes.
"But, whether it is for the best or not," she said, "I don\'t believe he will go."
"My dear," he said, "you speak as if there was a reason."
"I think there is a reason," she answered, "and it is a strong one."
"What is it?" he asked.
"There is some one he is beginning to be fond of," she replied; "that is the reason."
He kept his eyes fixed upon her.
"Some one he is beginning to be fond of?" he repeated.
"I don\'t know how it will end," she said. "I am sometimes afraid it can only end sadly, but there is some one he would find it hard to leave, I am sure."
The professor gradually rose in his chair until he was sitting upright.
"I wish," he said, "that you would tell me who it is."
"I do not think he would mind your knowing," she answered. "It seems strange you have not seen. It is Agnes Sylvestre."
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The professor sank back in his chair, and looked at the bed of coals in the grate.
"Agnes Sylvestre!" he exclaimed; "Agnes Sylvestre!"
"Yes," she said; "and in one sense it is very hard on him that it should be Agnes Sylvestre. After all these years, when he has steadily k............