For the next two or three days the boy was desperate. His manhood was in a trap. He thought of a dozen plans for breaking free, but whichever way he turned the steel jaws seemed to close on him. What could he do? He was not strong and ruthless like his father, or he might have broken his way out; he was not clever like Richard, or he might have contrived it. Money, money—that was what lay at the bottom of his helplessness. Even if he had a very little he could take Bessie away and marry her, and then they could both find work together on a farm. But he had not a penny. He tried to borrow some of Pete, but Pete showed him his empty pockets:
"If you\'d asked me after the Fair, lad, I might have been able to let you have a shillun or two. But this time o\' year, I\'m as poor as you are."
Meantime Bessie knew nothing of the darkness in her lover\'s life. She was working away sturdily and patiently at Eggs Hole, looking forward to meeting him[Pg 152] on practice night, and going with him to the Fair a week later.
Saturday came, the day which had always been Robert\'s Sabbath, with a glimpse into Paradise. He toiled miserably with the horses, Reuben\'s stern eye upon him, while hatred rose and bubbled in his heart. What right had his father to treat him so?—to make a prisoner and a slave of him? He vowed to himself he would break free; but how?—how?... A chink of pence in Reuben\'s pocket seemed like a mocking answer.
In the evening the taskmaster disappeared, to gloat over his wheatfields. Robert knew he would not be back till supper-time; only Albert was working with him in the stable, and he felt that he could persuade his brother to hold his tongue if he disappeared for an hour or two.
"I want to go into Peasmarsh," he said to Albert; "if F?ather comes and asks where I am, you can always tell him I\'ve gone over to Grandturzel about that colt, can\'t you now?"
"Reckon I can," said Albert good-naturedly, knowing that some day he might want his brother to do the same for him.
So Robert put on his Sunday coat as usual and tramped away to the village. The only drawback was that from the high wheatfield Reuben distinctly saw him go.
He reached the clerk\'s house a little while after the practice had started, and stood for a moment gazing in at the window. A terrible homesickness rose in his heart. Must he really be cut off from all these delights? There they stood, the boys and girls, his friends, singing "Disposer Supreme" till the rafters rang. Perhaps after to-night he would never sing with them again. Then his eyes fell on Bessie, and the hunger drove him in.
He took his place beside her, but he could not fix his mind on what they sang. In the intervals between the[Pg 153] anthems he was able to pour out instalments of his tragedy. Bessie was very brave, she lifted her eyes to his, and would not let them falter, but he felt her little coarse fingers trembling in his hand.
"I d?an\'t know what I\'m to do, my dear," he mumbled; "I think the best thing \'ud be fur me to git work on a farm somewheres away from here, and then maybe in time I cud put a liddle bit of money by, and you cud join me."
"Oh, d?an\'t leave me, Robert."
For the first time the courage dimmed in her eyes.
"Wot else am I to do?" he exclaimed wretchedly; "\'t?un\'t even as if I cud go on seeing you here. Oh, Bessie! I can\'t even t?ake you to the Fair on Thursday!"
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