I

It was so poor a place—a bitten-off morsel “at the beyond end of nowhere”—that when a February gale came driving down out of a steel sky and shut up the little lane road and covered the house with snow a passer-by might have mistaken it all, peeping through its icy fleece, for just a huddle of the brown bowlders so common to the country thereabouts.

And even when there was no snow it was as bad—worse, almost, Luke thought. When everything else went brave and young with new greenery; when the alders were laced with the yellow haze of leaf bud, and the brooks got out of prison again, and arbutus and violet and buttercup went through their rotation of bloom up in the rock pastures and maple bush—the farm buildings seemed only the bleaker and barer.

That forlorn unpainted little house, with its sagging blinds! It squatted there through the year like a one-eyed beggar without a friend—lost in its venerable white-beard winters, or contemplating an untidy welter of rusty farm machinery through the summers.

When Luke brought his one scraggy little cow up the lane he always turned away his head. The place made him think of the old man who let the birds build nests in 134 his whiskers. He preferred, instead, to look at the glories of Bald Mountain or one of the other hills. There was nothing wrong with the back drop in the home stage-set; it was only home itself that hurt one’s feelings.

There was no cheer inside, either. The sagging old floors, though scrubbed and spotless, were uncarpeted; the furniture meager. A pine table, a few old chairs, a shabby scratched settle covered by a thin horse blanket as innocent of nap as a Mexican hairless—these for essentials; and for embellishment a shadeless glass lamp on the table, about six-candle power, where you might make shift to read the Biweekly—times when there was enough money to have a Biweekly—if you were so minded; and window shelves full of corn and tomato cans, still wearing their horticultural labels, where scrawny one-legged geraniums and yellowing coleus and begonia contrived an existence of sorts.

And then, of course, the mantelpiece with the black-edged funeral notice and shiny coffin plate, relics of Grampaw Peel’s taking-off; and the pink mug with the purple pansy and “Woodstock, N. Y.,” on it; the photograph of a forgotten cousin in Iowa, with long antenn?-shaped mustaches; the Bible with the little china knobs on the corners; and the pile of medicine testimonials and seed catalogues—all these contributed something.

If it was not a beautiful place within, it was, also, not even a pleasant place spiritually. What with the open door into his father’s room, whence you could hear the thin frettings made by the man who had lain these ten 135 years with chronic rheumatism, and the untuneful whistlings of whittling Tom, the big brother, the shapely supple giant whose mind had never grown since the fall from the barn room when he was eight years old, and the acrid complaints of the tall gaunt mother, stepping about getting their inadequate supper, in her gray wrapper, with the ugly little blue shawl pinned round her shoulders, it was as bad a place as you might find in a year’s journeying for anyone to keep bright and “chirk up” in.

Not that anyone in particular expected “them poor Hayneses” to keep bright or “chirk up.” As far back as he could remember, Luke had realized that the hand of God was laid on his family. Dragging his bad leg up the hill pastures after the cow, day in and day out, he had evolved a sort of patient philosophy about it. It was just inevitable, like a lot of things known in that rock-ribbed and fatalistic region—as immutably decreed by heaven as foreordination and the damnation of unbaptized babes. The Hayneses had just “got it hard.”

Yet there were times, now he was come to a gangling fourteen, when Luke’s philosophy threatened to fail him. It wasn’t fair—so it wasn’t! They weren’t bad folks; they’d done nothing wicked. His mother worked like a dog—“no fair for her,” any way you looked at it. There were times when the boy drank in bitterly every detail of the miserable place he called home and knew the depths of an utter despair.

If there was only some way to better it all! But there was no chance. His father had been a failure at everything he touched in early life, and now he was a 136 hopeless invalid. Tom was an idiot—or almost—and himself a cripple. And Nat! Well, Nat “wa’n’t willin”—not that one should blame him. Times like these, a lump like a roc’s egg would rise in the boy’s throat. He had to spit—and spit hard—to conquer it.

“If we hain’t the gosh-awfulest lot!” he would gulp.

To-day, as he came up the lane, June was in the land. She’d done her best to be kind to the farm. All the old heterogeneous rosebushes in the wood-yard and front “lawn” were piled with fragrant bloom. Usually Luke would have lingered to sniff it all, but he saw only one thing now with a sudden skipping at his heart—an automobile standing beside the front porch.

It was not the type of car to cause cardiac disturbance in a connoisseur. It was, in fact, of an early vintage, high-set, chunky, brassily ?sthetic, and given to asthmatic choking on occasion; but Luke did not know this. He knew only that it spelled luxury beyond all dreams. It belonged, in short, to his Uncle Clem Cheesman, the rich butcher who lived in the village twelve miles away; and its presence here signaled the fact that Uncle Clem and Aunt Mollie had come to pay one of their detestable quarterly visits to their poor relations. They had come while he was out, and Maw was in there now, bearing it all alone.

Luke limped into the house hastily. He was not mistaken. There was a company air in the room, a stiff hostile-polite taint in the atmosphere. Three visitors sat in the kitchen, and a large hamper, its contents partly disgorged, stood on the table. Luke knew that 137 it contained gifts—the hateful, merciful, nauseating charity of the better-off.

Aunt Mollie was speaking as he entered—a large, high-colored, pouter-pigeon-chested woman, with a great many rings with bright stones, and a nodding pink plume in her hat. She was holding up a bifurcated crimson garment, and greeted Luke absently.

“Three pair o’ them underdrawers, Delia—an’ not a break in one of ’em! I sez, as soon as I see Clem layin’ ’em aside this spring, ‘Them things’ll be jest right fur Delia’s Jere, layin’ there with the rheumatiz.’ They may come a little loose; but, of course, you can’t be choicey. I’ve b’en at Clem fur five years to buy him union suits; but he’s always b’en so stuck on red flannen. But now he’s got two aut’mobiles, countin’ the new delivery, I guess he’s gotta be more tony; so he made out to spare ’em. And now that hat, Delia—it ain’t a mite wore out, an’ fur all you’ll need one it’s plenty good enough. I only had it two years and I guess folks won’t remember; an’ what if they do—they all know you get my things. Same way with that collarette. It’s a little moth-eaten, but it won’t matter fur you.... The gray suit you can easy cut down fur Luke, there—”

She droned on, the other woman making dry automatic sounds of assent. She looked cool—Maw—Luke thought; but she wasn’t. Not by a darn sight! There was a spot of pink in each cheek and she stared hard every little bit at Grampaw Peel’s funeral plate on the mantel. Luke knew what she was thinking of—poor Maw! She was burning in a fire of her own lighting. 138 She had brought it all on herself—on the whole lot of them.

Years ago she had been just like Aunt Mollie. The daughters of a prosperous village carpenter, they had shared beads, beaux and bangles until Maw, in a moment’s madness, had chucked it all away to marry poor Paw. Now she had made her bed, she must lie in it. Must sit and say “Thank you!” for Aunt Mollie’s leavings, precious scraps she dared not refuse—Maw, who had a pride as fierce and keen as any! It was devilish! Oh, it was kind of Aunt Mollie to give; it was the taking that came so bitter hard. And then they weren’t genteel about their giving. There was always that air of superiority, that conscious patronage, as now, when Uncle Clem, breaking off his conversation with the invalid in the next room about the price of mutton on the hoof and the chances of the Democrats’ getting in again, stopped fiddling with his thick plated watch chain and grinned across at big Tom to fling his undeviating flower of wit:

“Runnin’ all to beef, hain’t ye, Tom, boy? Come on down to the market an’ we’ll git some A 1 sirloins outen ye, anyway. Do your folks that much good.”

It was things like this that made Luke want to burn, poison, or shoot Uncle Clem. He was not a bad man, Uncle Clem—a thick sandy chunk of a fellow, given to bright neckties and a jocosity that took no account of feelings. Shaped a little like a log, he was—back of his head and back of his neck—all of a width. Little lively green eyes and bristling red mustaches. A complexion a society bud might have envied. Why was it a 139 butcher got so pink and white and sleek? Pork, that’s what Uncle Clem resembled, Luke thought—a nice, smooth, pale-fleshed pig, ready to be skinned.

His turn next! When crops and politics failed and the joke at poor Tom—Tom always giggled inordinately at it, too—had come off, there was sure to be the one about himself and the lame duck next. To divert himself of bored expectation, Luke turned to stare at his cousin, S’norta.

S’norta, sitting quietly in a chair across the room, was seldom known to be emotional. Indeed, there were times when Luke wondered whether she had not died in her chair. One had that feeling about S’norta, so motionless was she, so uncompromising of glance. She was very prosperous-looking, as became the heiress to the Cheesman meat business—a fat little girl of twelve, dressed with a profusion of ruffles, glass pearls, gilt buckles, and thick tawny curls that might have come straight from the sausage hook in her papa’s shop.

S’norta had been consecrated early in life to the unusual. Even her name was not ordinary. Her romantic mother, immersed in the prenatal period in the hair-lifting adventures of one Se?orita Carmena, could think of no lovelier appellation when her darling came than the first portion of that sloe-eyed and restless lady’s title, which she conceived to be baptismal; and in due course she had conferred it, together with her own pronunciation, on her child. A bold man stopping in at Uncle Clem’s market, as Luke knew, had once tried to pronounce and expound the cognomen in a very different fashion; but he had been hustled unceremoniously from 140 the place, and S’norta remained in undisturbed possession of her honors.

Now Luke was recalled from his contemplation by his uncle’s voice again. A lull had fallen and out of it broke the question Luke always dreaded.

“Nat, now!” said Uncle Clem, leaning forward, his thick fingers clutching his fat knees. “You ain’t had any news of him since quite a while ago, have you?” The wit that was so preponderable a feature of Uncle Clem’s nature bubbled to the surface. “Dunno but he’s landed in jail a spell back and can’t git out again!” The lively little eyes twinkled appreciatively.

Nobody answered. It set Maw’s mouth in a thin, hard line. You wouldn’t get a rise out of old Maw with such tactics—Maw, who believed in Nat, soul and body. Into Luke’s mind flashed suddenly a formless half prayer: “Don’t let ’em nag her now—make ’em talk other things!”

The Lord, in the guise of Aunt Mollie, answered him. For once, Nat and Nat’s character and failings did not hold her. She drew a deep breath and voiced something that claimed her interest:

“Well, Delia, I see you wasn’t out at the Bisbee’s funeral. Though I don’t s’pose anyone really expected you, knowin’ how things goes with you. Time was, when you was a girl, you counted in as big as any and traveled with the best; but now”—she paused delicately, and coughed politely with an appreciative glance round the poor room—“they ain’t anyone hereabouts but’s talkin’ about it. My land, it was swell! I couldn’t ask no better for my own. Fourteen cabs, and the 141 hearse sent over from Rockville—all pale gray, with mottled gray horses. It was what I call tasty.

“Matty wasn’t what you’d call well-off—not as lucky as some I could mention; but she certainly went off grand! The whole Methodist choir was out, with three numbers in broken time; and her cousin’s brother-in-law from out West—some kind of bishop—to preach. Honest, it was one of the grandest sermons I ever heard! Wasn’t it, Clem?”

Uncle Clem cleared his throat thoughtfully.

“Humiliatin’!—that’s what I’d call it. A strong maur’l sermon all round. A man couldn’t hear it ’thout bein’ humiliated more ways’n one.” He was back at the watch-chain again.

“It’s a pity you couldn’t of gone, Delia—you an’ Matty always was so intimate too. You certainly missed a grand treat, I can tell you; though, if you hadn’t the right clothes—”

“Well, I haven’t,” Maw spoke dryly. “I don’t go no-wheres, as you know—not even church.”

“I s’pose not. Time was it was different, though, Delia. Ain’t nobody but talks how bad off you are. Ann Chester said she seen you in town a while back and wouldn’t of knowed it was you if it hadn’t of b’en you was wearin’ my old brown cape, an’ she reconnized it. Her an’ me got ’em both alike to the same store in Rockville. You was so changed, she said she couldn’t hardly believe it was you at all.”

“Sometimes I wonder myself if it is,” said Maw grimly.

“Well, ’s I was sayin’, it was a grand funeral. None 142 better! They even had engraved invites, over a hundred printed—and they had folks from all over the state. They give Clem, here, the contract fur the supper meat——”

“The best of everything!” Uncle Clem broke in. “None o’ your cheap graft. Gimme a free hand. Jim Bisbee tole me himself. ‘I want the best ye got,’ he sez; an’ I give it. Spring lamb and prime ribs, fancy hotel style——”

“An’ Em Carson baked the cakes fur ’em, sixteen of ’em; an’ Dickison the undertaker’s tellin’ all over they got the best quality shroud he carries. Well, you’ll find it all in the Biweekly, under Death’s Busy Sickle. Jim Bisbee shore set a store by Matty oncet she was dead. It was a grand affair, Delia. Not but what we’ve had some good ones in our time too.”

It was Aunt Mollie’s turn to stare pridefully at the Peel plate on the chimney shelf.

“A thing like that sets a family up, sorta.”

Uncle Clem had taken out a fat black cigar with a red-white-and-blue band. He bit off the end and alternately thrust it between his lips or felt of its thickness with a fondling thumb and finger. Luke, watching, felt a sudden compassion for the cigar. It looked so harried.

“I always say,” Aunt Mollie droned on, “a person shows up what he really is at the last—what him and his family stands fur. It’s what kind of a funeral you’ve got that counts—who comes out an’ all. An’ that was true with Matty. There wa’n’t a soul worth namin’ that wasn’t out to hers.” 143

How Aunt Molly could gouge—even amicably! And funerals! What a subject, even in a countryside where a funeral is a social event and the manner of its furniture marks a definite social status! Would they never go? But it seemed at last they would. Incredibly, somehow, they were taking their leave, Aunt Mollie kissing Maw good-by, with the usual remark about “hopin’ the things would help some,” and about being “glad to spare somethin’ from my great plenty.”

She and Se?orita were presently packed into the car and Tom had gone out to goggle at Uncle Clem cranking up, the cold cigar still between his lips. Now they were off—choking and snorting their way out of the wood-yard and down the lane. Aunt Mollie’s pink feather streamed into the breeze like a pennon of triumph.

Maw was standing by the stove, a queer look in her eyes; so queer that Luke didn’t speak at once. He limped over to finger the spilled treasures on the table.

“Gee! Lookit, Maw! More o’ them prunes we liked so; an’ a bag o’ early peaches; an’ fresh soup meat fur a week—”

A queer trembling had seized his mother. She was so white he was frightened.

“Did you sense what it meant, Luke—what Aunt Molly told us about Matty Bisbee? We was left out deliberate—that’s what it meant. Her an’ me that was raised together an’ went to school and picnics all our girlhood together! Never could see one ’thout the other when we was growin’ up—Jim Bisbee knew that 144 too! But”—her voice wavered miserably—“I didn’t get no invite to her funeral. I don’t count no more, Lukey. None of us, anywheres.... We’re jest them poor Gawd-forsaken Hayneses.”

She slipped down suddenly into a chair and covered her face, her thin shoulders shaking. Luke went and touched her awkwardly. Times he would have liked to put his arms round Maw—now more than ever; but he didn’t dare.

“Don’t take on, Maw! Don’t!”

“Who’s takin’ on?” She lifted a fierce, sallow, tear-wet face. “Hain’t no use makin’ a fuss. All’s left’s to work—to work, an’ die after a while.”

“I hate ’em! Uncle Clem an’ her, I mean.”

“They mean kindness—their way.” But her tears started afresh.

“I hate ’em!” Luke’s voice grew shriller. “I’d like—I’d like—Oh, damn ’em!”

“Don’t swear, boy!”

It was Tom who broke in on them. “It’s a letter from Rural Free Delivery. He jest dropped it.”

He came up, grinning, with the missive. The mother’s fingers closed on it nervously.

“From Nat, mebbe—he ain’t wrote in months.”

But it wasn’t from Nat. It was a bill for a last payment on the “new harrow,” brought three years before.

 

II

One of the earliest memories Luke could recall was the big blurred impression of Nat’s face bending over 145 his crib of an evening. At first flat, indefinite, remote as the moon, it grew with time to more human, intimate proportions. It became the face of “brother,” the black-haired, blue-eyed big boy who rollicked on the floor with or danced him on his knee to—

    This is the way the lady rides!
    Tritty-trot-trot; tritty-trot-trot!

Or who, returning from school and meeting his faltering feet in the lane, would toss him up on his shoulder and canter him home with mad, merry scamperings.

Not that school and Nat ever had much in common. Even as a little shaver Luke had realized that, Nat was the family wilding, the migratory bird that yearned for other climes. There were the times when he sulked long days by the fire, and the springs and autumns when he played an unending round of hookey. There were the days when he was sent home from school in disgrace; when protesting notes, and sometimes even teacher, arrived.

“It’s not that Nat’s a bad boy, Mrs. Haynes,” he remembered one teacher saying; “but he’s so active, so full of restless animal spirits. How are we ever going to tame him?”

Maw didn’t know the answer—that was sure. She loved Nat best—Luke had guessed it long ago, by the tone of her voice when she spoke to him, by the touch of her hand on his head, or the size of his apple turnover, so much bigger than the others’. Maw must have built heavily on her hopes of Nat those days—her one perfect 146 child. She was so proud of him! In the face of all ominous prediction she would fling her head high.

“My Nat’s a Peel!” she would say. “Can’t never tell how he’ll turn out.”

The farmers thereabouts thought they could tell her. Nat was into one scrape after another—nothing especially wicked; but a compound of the bubbling mischief in a too ardent life—robbed orchards, broken windows, practical jokes, Halloween jinks, vagrant whimsies of an active imagination.

It was just that Nat’s quarters were too small for him, chiefly. Even he realized this presently. Luke would never forget the sloppy March morning when Nat went away. He was wakened by a flare of candle in the room he shared with his brothers. Tom, the twelve-year-old, lay sound asleep; but Nat, the big man of fifteen, was up, dressed, bending over something he was writing on a paper at the bureau. There was a fat little bundle beside him, done up in a blue-and-white bandanna.

Day was still far off. The window showed black; there was the sound of a thaw running off the eaves; the whitewashed wall was painted with grotesque leaping shadows by the candle flame. At the first murmur, Nat had come and put his arms about him.

“Don’t ye holler, little un; don’t ye do it! ’Tain’t nothin’—on’y Natty’s goin’ away a spell; quite a spell, little un. Now kiss Natty.... That’s right!... An’ you lay still there an’ don’t holler. An’ listen here, too: Natty’s goin’ to bring ye somethin’—a grand red ball, mebbe—if you’re good. You wait an’ see!” 147

But Natty hadn’t brought the ball. Two years had passed without a scrap of news of him; and then—he was back. Slipped into the village on a freighter at dusk one evening. A forlorn scarecrow Nat was; so tattered of garment, so smeared of coal dust, you scarcely knew him. So full of strange sophistications, too, and new trails of thought—so oddly rich of experience. He gave them his story. The tale of an exigent life in a great city; a piecework life made of such flotsam labors as he could pick up, of spells of loafing, of odd incredible associates, of months tagging a circus, picking up a task here and there, of long journeyings through the country, “riding the bumpers”—even of alms asked at back doors!

“Oh, not a tramp, Nat!”

The hurt had quivered all through Maw.

But Nat only laughed.

“Jiminy Christmas, it was great!”

He had thrown back his head, laughing. That was Nat all through—sipping of life generously, no matter in what form.

He had stayed just three weeks. He had spent them chiefly defeating Maw’s plans to keep him. Wanderlust kept him longer the next time. That was eight years ago. Since then he had been back home three times. Never so poor and shabby as at first—indeed, Nat’s wanderings had prospered more or less—but still remote, somewhat mysterious, touched by new habits of life, new ways of speech.

The countryside, remembering the manner of his first return, shook its head darkly. A tramp—a 148 burglar, even. God knew what! When, on his third visit home, he brought an air of extreme opulence, plenty of money, and a sartorial perfection undreamed of locally, the heads wagged even harder. A gambler probably; a ne’er-do-well certainly; and one to break his mother’s heart in the end.

But none of this was true, as Luke knew. It was just that Nat hated farming; that he liked to rove and take a floater’s fortune. He had a taste for the mechanical and followed incomprehensible quests. San Francisco had known him; the big races at Cincinnati; the hangars at Mineola. He was restless—Nat; but he was respectable. No one could look into his merry blue eyes and not know it. If his labors were uncertain and sporadic, and his address that of a nomad, it all sufficed, at least for himself.

If at times Luke felt a stirring doubt that Nat was not acquitting himself of his family duty, he quenched it fiercely. Nat was different. He was born free; you could tell it in his talk, in his way of thinking. He was like an eagle and hated to be bound by earthly ties. He cared for them all in his own way. Times when he was back he helped Maw all he could. If he brought money he gave of it freely; if he had none, just the look of his eye or the ready jest on his lip helped.

Upstairs in a drawer of the old pine bureau lay some of Nat’s discarded clothing—incredible garments to Luke. The lame boy, going to them sometimes, fingered them, pondering, reconstructing for himself the fabric of Nat’s adventures, his life. The ice-cream pants of a by-gone day; the pointed, shriveled yellow 149 Oxfords! the silk-front shirt; the odd cuff link or stud—they were like a genie-in-a-bottle, these poor clothes! You rubbed them and a whole Arabian Night’s dream unfurled from them.

And Nat lived it all! But people—dull stodgy people like Uncle Clem and Aunt Mollie, and old Beckonridge down at the store, and a dozen others—these criticized him for not “workin’ reg’lar” and giving a full account of himself.

Luke, thinking of all this, would flush with impotent anger.

“Oh, let ’em talk, though! He’ll show ’em some day! They dunno Nat. He’ll do somethin’ big fur us all some day.”

 

III

Midsummer came to trim the old farm with her wreaths. It was the time Luke loved best of all—the long, sweet, loam-scented evenings with Maw and Tom on the old porch; and sometimes—when there was no fog—Paw’s cot, wheeled out in the stillness. But Maw was not herself this summer. Something had fretted and eaten into her heart like an acid ever since Aunt Mollie’s visit and the news of Matty Bisbee’s funeral.

When, one by one, the early summer festivities of the neighborhood had slipped by, with no inclusion of the Hayneses, she had fallen to brooding deeply,—to feeling more bitterly than ever the ignominy and wretchedness of their position.

Luke tried to comfort her; to point out that this 150 summer was like any other; that they “never had mattered much to folks.” But Maw continued to brood; to allude vaguely and insistently to “the straw that broke the camel’s back.” It was bitter hard to have Maw like that—home was bad enough, anyway. Sometimes on clear, soft nights, when the moon came out all splendid and the “peepers” sang so plaintively in the Hollow, the boy’s heart would fill and grow enormous in his chest with the intolerable sadness he felt.

Then Maw’s mood lifted—pierced by a ray of heavenly sunlight—for Nat came home!

Luke saw him first—heard him, rather; for Nat came up the lane—oh, miraculous!—driving a motor car. It was not a car like Uncle Clem’s—not even a step-brother to it. It was low and almost noiseless, and shaped like one of those queer torpedoes they were fighting with across the water. It was colored a soft dust-gray and trimmed with nickel; and, huge and powerful though it was, it swung to a mere touch of Nat’s hand.

Nat stood before them, clad in black leather Norfolk and visored cap and leggings.

“Look like a fancy brand of chauffeur, don’t I?” he laughed, with the easy resumption of a long-broken relation that was so characteristically Nat.

But Nat was not a chauffeur. Something much bigger and grander. The news he brought them on top of it all took their breaths away. Nat was a special demonstrator, out on a brand-new high-class job for a house handling a special line of high-priced goods. 151 And he was to go to Europe in another week—did they get it straight? Europe! Jiminy! He and another fellow were taking cars over to France and England.

No; they didn’t quite get it. They could not grasp its significance, but clung humbly, instead, to the mere glorious fact of his presence.

He stayed two days and a night; and summer was never lovelier. Maw was like a girl, and there was such a killing of pullets a............