Miriam had the evidence of her own eyes to assure her that Helen was not unhappy. The strangely united bride and bridegroom were seen on the moor together, and they looked like lovers. Moreover, Helen stole out to meet him at odd hours, and, on the day before Miriam went away, she surprised them in a heathery dip of ground where Helen sewed and George read monotonously from a book.
"I—didn't know you were here," Miriam stammered.
"Well, we're not conspirators," Helen said. "Come and sit down. George is reading to me."
"No, I don't think I will, thank you." Until now, she had succeeded in avoiding George, but there was no escape from his courteous greeting and outstretched hand. His manners had improved, she thought: he had no trace of awkwardness; he was cool and friendly, and, with the folly of the enamoured, he could no longer find her beautiful. She was at once aware of that, and she knew the meaning of his glance at Helen, who bent over her work and did not look at them.
"How are you?" Halkett said.
She found it difficult to answer him, and while she told herself she did not want his admiration, she felt that some show of embarrassment was her due.
"I'm very well. No; I won't stay. Helen, may I take Jim?"
"If he will go with you."
Jim refused to stir, and with the burden of that added insult, Miriam went on her way. It seemed to her that, in the end, Helen had everything.
Helen believed that the wisdom of her childhood had returned to her to teach her the true cause of happiness. For her it was born of the act of giving, and her knowledge of George's need was changed into a feeling that, in its turn, transformed existence. Her mental confusion cleared itself and, concentrating her powers on him, she tried not to think of Zebedee. She would not dwell on the little, familiar things she loved in him, nor would she speculate on his faithfulness or his pain, for his exile was the one means of George's homecoming. And, though she did not know it, Zebedee, loving her truly, understood the workings of her mind, and his double misery lessened to a single one when he saw her growing more content.
He went to Pinderwell House one fine evening, for there were few days when he could find time to drive up the long road, and though Mildred Caniper did not need his care, she looked for his coming every week.
It was a placid evening after a day of heat, and he could see the smoke from the kitchen chimney going straight and delicately towards the sky. The moor was one sheet of purple at this season, and it had a look of fulfilment and of peace. It had brought forth life and had yet to see it die, and it seemed to lie with its hands folded on its broad breast and to wait tranquilly for what might come.
Zebedee tried to imitate that tranquillity as the old horse jogged up the road, but he had not yet arrived at such perfection of control that his heart did not beat faster as he knocked at Helen's door.
Tonight there was no answer, and having knocked three times he went into the hall, looked into each room and found all empty. He called her name and had silence for response. He went through the kitchen to seek her in the garden, and there, under the poplars, he saw her sitting and looking at the tree-tops, while George smoked beside her and Jim lay at her feet.
It was a scene to stamp itself on the mind of a discarded lover, and while he took the impress he stood stonily in the doorway. He saw Halkett say a word to Helen, and she sprang up and ran across the lawn.
"I never thought you'd come," she said, breathing quickly.
He moved aside so that her body should not hide him from Halkett's careful eyes.
"Has something happened?" she asked. "You look so white."
"The day has been very hot."
"Yes; up here, even, and in that dreadful little town—Are you working hard?"
"I think so."
"And getting rich?"
"Not a bit."
"I don't suppose you charge them half enough," she said, and made him laugh. "Come and see Notya before she goes to sleep."
"Mayn't I speak to Mr. Halkett?" he asked.
She did not look at the two men as they stood together. Again she watched the twinkling poplar leaves and listened to their voices rustling between the human ones, and when she seemed to have been listening for hours, she said, "Zebedee, you ought to come. It's time Notya went to sleep."
She led him through the house, and neither spoke as they went upstairs and down again, but at the door, she said, "I'll see you drive away," and followed him to the gate.
She stood there until he was out of sight, and then she went slowly to the kitchen where George was waiting for her.
"You've been a long time."
"Have I? I mean, yes, I have."
"What have you been doing?"
"Standing at the gate."
"Talking?"
"Thinking."
"Was he thinking too?"
"I expect so."
"H'm. Do you like him to come marching through your house?"
"Why not? He's an old friend of ours."
"He seems to be! You were in a hurry to get away from me, I noticed, and then you have to waste time mooning with him in the twilight."
"He wasn't there, George." She laid the back of her hand against her forehead. "I watched him out of sight."
"What for?"
"He looked so lonely, going home to—that. Are you always going to be jealous of any one who speaks to me? It's rather tiring."
"Are you tired?"
"Yes," she said with a jerk, and pressed her lips together. He pulled her to his knee, and she put her face against his strong, tanned neck.
"Well," he said, "what's this for?"
"Don't tease me."
"I'm not so bad, then, am I?"
"Not so bad," she answered. "You have been smoking one of those cigars."
"Yes. D'you mind?"
"I love the smell of them," she said, and he laid his cheek heavily on hers.
"George!"
"U-um?" he said, drowsing over her.
"I think the rest of the summer is going to be happy."
"Yes, but how long's this to last? I want you in my house."
"I wish it wasn't in a hollow."
"What difference does that make? We're sheltered from the wind. We lie snug on winter nights."
"I don't want to. I like to hear the wind come howling across the moor and beat against the walls as if it had great wings. It does one's crying for one."
"Do you want to cry?"
"Yes."
"Now?"
"No."
"When, then?"
"Don't you?"
"Of course not. I swear instead." He shook her gently. "Tell me when you want to cry."
"Oh, just when the............