Uncle Alfred in a trap and Rupert on foot arrived at the same moment on Saturday, and while Rupert asked quick questions about Mildred Caniper, the other listened in alarm.
He was astonished to feel Helen's light touch leading him to the corner where the hats were hanging, to hear her low voice in his ear.
"Pretend that's why you've come!"
He whispered back, "Where is she?"
"In bed."
"Miriam?"
"No, no. Dressing up for you!"
"Ah," he said, relieved, but he felt he was plunged into melodrama. Nothing else could be expected of a family which had exiled itself mysteriously in such a wilderness, but he felt himself uncomfortably out of place and he straightened his tie and gave his coat a correcting pull before he went into the schoolroom, where John and Lily were sitting by the fire.
"We're all waiting for the doctor," Helen explained.
"Ah!" Uncle Alfred said again, on a different note. He clasped his hands behind his back and nodded, and in spite of this inadequate contribution he conveyed an impression of stiff sympathy, and gave the youthful gathering the reassurance of his age as they made a place for him by the fire.
"I'm jolly glad you're here," Rupert said cordially, and Uncle Alfred, not used to a conspirator's part, stole a glance at Helen. She was standing near him; her stillness was broken by constant tiny movements, like ripples on a lake; she looked from one face to another as though she anticipated and watched the thoughts behind, and was prepared to combat them.
"I wish you'd sit down," Lily said, as Helen went to the window and looked out.
"Yes, sit down, sit down," said Uncle Alfred, and he stood up, pointing to his chair.
"No; I'm listening, thank you," Helen said.
The nurse's heavy tramp thudded across the room above, and her steps had something in them of finality, of the closing of doors, the shutting down of lids, the impenetrability of earth.
Sitting next to John, with her arm in his, Lily moved a little. Her eyes were full of pity, not so much for the woman upstairs, or for the Canipers, as because the emotions of these people were not the heartily unmixed ones which she had suffered when her own mother died.
"He's a long time," Helen said. She went into the hall and passed Miriam, in a black dress, with her hair piled high and a flush of colour on her cheeks.
"He's in there," Helen said with a wave of her hand, and speaking this time of Uncle Alfred.
The front door stood open, and she passed through it, but she did not go beyond the gate. The moor was changelessly her friend, yet George was on it, and perhaps he, too, called it by that name. She was jealous that he should, and she did not like to think that the earth under her feet stretched to the earth under his, that the same sky covered them, that they were fed by the same air; yet this was not on account of any enmity, but because the immaterial distance between them was so great that a material union mocked it.
Evening was slipping into night: there was no more rain, but the ground smelt richly damp, and seemed to heave a little with life eager to be free; a cloud, paler than the night, dipped upon the moor above Brent Farm and rose again, like the sail of a ship seen on a dark sea. Then a light moving on the road caught back Helen's thoughts and she went into the house.
"He's coming," she said listlessly, careless of the use of pronouns. There was a pronoun on a ship, one on the moor, another driving up the road, and each had an importance and a supremacy that derided a mere name.
She shut the schoolroom door and waited in the hall, but half an hour later, she opened the door again.
"It's good news," she said breathlessly. "Do you want to speak to him, Rupert? She's going to live!"
She could not see her own happiness reflected.
"Like that?" John asked roughly.
"No, better, better. Always in bed, perhaps, but able to speak and understand."
He lifted his big shoulders; Uncle Alfred flicked something from his knee and, in the silence, Helen felt forlorn; her brightness faded.
"And you'll be left here with her, alone!" Miriam wailed, at last.
"Alone?" asked John.
"Uncle Alfred's going to take me away," Miriam said, yet she was not sure of that, and she looked curiously at him.
"I want her to go," Helen said quickly.
John was still glowering at Miriam. "Take you away! You talk as if you were a parcel!"
"I knew you would be angry," she said. "You've always been hard on me, and you don't understand."
"Well, it's Helen's affair."
"You don't understand," Miriam said again. She sat close to Uncle Alfred, and he patted her.
"Helen knows best," Lily said cheerfully, for she suspected what she did not know. "And we'll look after her. Come along, John. It's time we all went to bed."
"He'll grumble all the way home," Miriam said with a pout.
Rupert was still talking to the doctor: they had found some subject to their taste, and their voices sounded loudly in the quiet house. Helen had gone out to speak to Zebedee's old horse.
"Now, tell me what's the matter," Uncle Alfred said.
"Didn't Helen tell you?"
"No."
"Well," she swayed towards him, "the fact is, I'm too fascinating, Uncle Alfred. It's only fair to warn you."
All the strain had left her face, and she was more beautiful than he had remembered, but he now looked at her with the practical as well as the romantic eye, for his middle-aged happiness was to depend largely on this capricious creature, and for an instant he wondered if he had not endangered it.
"Probably," he said aloud.
"Aren't you sure of it?"
"Er—I was thinking of something else."
"That," she said emphatically, "is what I don't allow."
He looked at her rather sternly, bending his head so that the eye behind the monocle was full on her. She would never be as charming as her mother, he reflected, and with a start, he straightened himself on the thought, for he seemed to hear that remark being uttered by dull old gentlemen at their clubs. It was a thing not to be said: it dated one unmistakably, though in this case it was true.
"We must have a talk."
"A serious one?"
"Yes."
She looked at him nervously, regardless of her effect. "Will you mind taking care of me?" she asked in a low voice.
"My dear child—no."
"What is it, then?"
"I am trying to frame a piece of good advice. Well—er—this is the kind of thing." He was swinging the eyeglass by its string. "Don't go out into the world thinking you can conquer it: go out meaning to learn."
"Oh," Miriam ............