For the next few minutes every one in the room was in a state of consternation, for so certain had they all been of my death that they seemed to have difficulty in believing that I could indeed be Roger Trevanion. Even Nancy, who had been cool and defiant up to now, broke quite down, and asked me again and again, sobbing and laughing at the same time, all sort of fond, foolish questions which I will not write down.
Presently, however, Otho Killigrew obtained command over himself, and said to me:
"The devil hath again missed his own then. I was a fool to trust Benet."
"You see Benet fought as a man," I replied; "unlike you, he would not act as a butcher."
I was sorry afterwards that I answered him thus, for it is a coward's trick to strike a man when he is down; but when I called to mind what I had just heard I could scarce restrain myself. Had he shown any signs of penitence I should[Pg 401] have pitied him, for I saw that all hope had gone from his face, and it is easy to have kindly feelings towards a man who is beaten.
Peter Trevisa, however, behaved differently. The old man's face was yellow with fear, for he knew the power Hugh Boscawen possessed.
"My lord," he whined, "this is a fearful blow, a fearful blow that you should have discovered a traitor in my house. But I knew nought of it, my lord; he came here on a matter entirely different."
"He did," replied Hugh Boscawen, "and that matter shall be sifted to the very bottom."
"I do not think you—you understand, my lord," he said stammeringly.
"Perfectly. You were about to force this maid into an unholy marriage, and you had promised to keep secret some information you say you possess concerning her father's marriage. Whatever it is, it shall be secret no longer. That I can promise you. Whether you have placed yourself within the grip of the law remains to be proved. That is a question which also applies to you," he added, turning to the clergyman.
"No, my lord," replied the Reverend Mr. Winter. "I was invited here to perform a marriage ceremony in the ordinary way. I had no knowledge that anything was wrong, and should certainly have refused to comply with the wishes of Master Otho Killigrew after having understood the lady's sentiments."
It was, of course, impossible to prove that the man spoke lies, as the man had uttered no word[Pg 402] before, and we knew nothing of the history of his coming.
"Well, everything shall be sifted to the bottom," repeated Hugh Boscawen, "and justice shall be done to all. As far as Mistress Molesworth is concerned, she shall accompany me to Tregothnan this very night. As for you, Trevanion, you will naturally want to go to your home."
"Pardon me, my lord," said old Peter Trevisa, his avarice overcoming his fear, "he hath no home."
"Hath no home, what mean you?"
"Trevanion is mine, my lord; I possess all the deeds, and Roger Trevanion hath no right to go there."
"I have heard something of this," said Boscawen; "tell me all the details."
Whereupon Peter told him of his relations with my father and of the episode which I described in the beginning of this history.
"I think you have not told all, Master Peter Trevisa." It was Nancy who spoke.
"There is nothing more to tell—nothing," snarled Peter.
"There is much," replied Nancy.
"Then tell it if you care; tell it."
But she was silent. She remembered that a recital of the scene would give me pain, and spoke no word.
"I will tell it, my lord," I said; "the time hath come when it should be told. I did a base thing, I made a bargain with this man. He has told you how he became sole possessor of Trevanion,[Pg 403] but, as Mistress Nancy has declared, there is more to tell. This man bade me come here, and he promised me that if I would bring Mistress Nancy Molesworth here he would give me back the deeds of the estate and forgive half the sum I owed him."
"But what was his purpose in proposing this?"
"I knew not at the time, my lord. I was reckless, foolish, extravagant; and to my eternal shame I made a bargain with him. After much difficulty I brought her here, but not until I had besought her not to come. You see she had made me so ashamed of myself that I loathed the mission I had undertaken. I told her the history of what I had done, and in spite of all my advice she insisted on coming."
"I see. Then you can claim your own."
"I offered it, my lord, offered it before an attorney, but he refused, he—he would not take it."
"Is that true, Trevanion?"
"It is, my lord. I—I could not take the price of my base deed."
Hugh Boscawen looked at me steadily; he was a gentleman, and understood that which was in my heart.
"That, too, must be investigated," he said quietly; "but still you have not told me Trevisa's object in asking you to bring Mistress Molesworth here."
"It was this secret, my lord. He thought she was base like himself. He believed she would be glad to wed his son when he placed his case before her."
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"And she, of course, refused?"
"Yes, my lord."
Hugh Boscawen seemed to be thinking for a few seconds, then he said quietly:
"Yes, Mistress Molesworth shall accompany me to Tregothnan until the matter be investigated, and you, Trevanion, must go to your old home. Trevisa hath not complied with the usual formalities in calling in the mortgages, hence the place is still yours."
"No, no; it is mine, my lord," cried old Peter.
"It is my advice, my wish that you go there, Trevanion, and you have the right."
"And I, my lord?" remarked Otho, who had been listening intently, "may I be privileged to know where I am to go?"
"You are a prisoner," replied Boscawen.
It was sore grief for me to see my dear maid ride away with Boscawen, even although it was best for her to do so. Indeed there seemed no way in which I could serve her. In spite of her safety, therefore, I rode to Trevanion with a sad heart; for truly all seemed darkness when she was not near. I was weak and ill, too, for although I had disobeyed Dr. Inch in going to Treviscoe that night, I was scarcely fit to undertake the journey.
It was late when I reached Trevanion, so late that the servants had gone to bed, but old Daniel was quickly aroused, and no sooner did he know that it was I who called to him than his joy knew no bounds. In a few minutes every servant in the place was dressed, all eager to serve me. The[Pg 405] tears come into my eyes as I write even now, for I call to mind the looks on their faces, their tearful eyes, and their protestations of joy. I suppose I had been an indulgent master, but I had done nothing to deserve the affection they lavished on me.
"God bless 'ee, Master Roger; God bless 'ee!" they said again and again as they hovered around me.
All this gave me sadness as well as joy, because of the fact that shortly they would all have to seek another master. Once back in the old home again, it became dearer to me than ever. Each room had its history, every article of furniture was associated with some incident in the history of the Trevanions. Again and again I wandered around the house, and then, unable to restrain myself, I went out into the night and wandered among the great oaks in the park, and plucked the early spring flowers. The night had become gloriously fine, and I could plainly see the outlines of the old homestead, which was never so dear to me as now.
I heard the clock striking the hour, and although it was two in the morning, I did not go in, it was so joyful to breathe the pure spring air and to wander among the places I had haunted as a boy.
"Maaster Roger!" It was old Daniel who shouted.
"Yes, Daniel; anything the matter?"
"Aw, no sur, we was onnly wonderin' ef you wos oal saafe, sur; tes oal right."
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"If it were only really mine," I thought, "and if those faithful old servants could only have my dear Nancy as mistress. If I could but bring her here, and say, 'This is all yours, my dear maid.'"
Well, why could I not? It was still in my power. Mr. Hendy still held the papers. It was mine. But only by accepting the price of base service. No, I could not be happy if I took advantage of the bargain. The look in my dear maid's eyes forbade me. But what could I do? She was nameless, and would, I was afraid, soon be homeless and friendless. Lord Falmouth had told me to wait until I heard from him, before I went to Tregothnan, and until that time I should not be able to see her. I would have gone to London and offered my services to the King but for my promise to await Boscawen's commands.
I was sorely troubled about these things, and yet it was a joy to be at Trevanion, joy beyond words. For I was at home, and my dear Nancy loved me. Destitute we might be, but we were still rich in each other's love, and as I remembered this I laughed aloud, and sang snatches of the songs I had sung as a boy.
"Daniel," I shouted.
"Yes, sur."
"Where is Chestnut?"
"In the stable, sur."
I made my way thither, and Chestnut trembled for very joy at the sight of me. If ever a horse spoke, he spoke to me in the joyful whinny he gave. He rubbed his nose against me, and seemed[Pg 407] to delight in my presence. After all, my homecoming was not without its joys.
"Whoever leaves me, my beauty," I cried, "you shall not leave me; and to-morrow we'll have a gallop together; you and I, Chestnut, do you hear?"
And Chestnut heard and understood, I am sure, for he whinnied again, and when I left the stable he gave a cry as if he sorrowed at seeing me go.
The last few weeks had been very strange to me, but I did not regret them. How could I? Had I not found my Nancy? Had I not won the love of the dearest maid in the world? Presently when I went to my bedroom I knelt down to pray. It was many years since I had prayed in this bedroom, not indeed since boyhood, but I could not help asking God to forgive my past and to th............