ONE night Mrs Butter woke up to find the master in her room and his arms about her. “I carn’t sleep,” he said. “I carn’t sleep. I carn’t go on.”
She sat up sleepily. Her eyes were sticky with drowsiness and she opened them with an effort. Then she started and stared at his dim figure clinging to her, but she said not a word. There was a light in the passage but none in the room. Through her thin nightgown, he could feel her warm soft body and the delicate curves of her bosom. She exhaled a sweet warmth. She put her hand on his shoulder.
“I lie there and I keep thinking of you. I’ll kill myself.”
He was blubbering.
“I can’t endure life. I love you.”
She put her face close to his ear. “What do you want?” she breathed.
“I can’t stand it. You got to let me. You let me and I’ll marry you. I swear I’ll marry you the very moment I get free. Oh Mrs Butter. Mary!”
“But suppose we were to have a child.”
“Oh gaw!” he exclaimed, “Haven’t I learnt my lesson?”
“You’re sure this time?”
“Mary!”
“No. Don’t call me Mary yet. I want to be sure. What do you do?”
He spluttered and explained. She said hardly a word but she was attentive and there was no sort of response in her body to his embraces. This did not deter him in the least. She threw back the bedclothes.
“I suppose it had to come to this,” she said, and still held him back from her.
“Promise me one thing,” she said.
“Anything. Oh my dear! Oh my dear!”
“Yes; but this. You will ............