1.
Oh, when I was a tiny boy,
My days and nights were full of joy,
My mates were blithe and kind! —
No wonder that I sometimes sigh,
And dash the tear-drop from my eye,
To cast a look behind!
2.
A hoop was an eternal round
Of pleasure. In those days I found
A top a joyous thing; —
But now those past delights I drop,
My head, alas! is all my top,
And careful thoughts the string!
3.
My marbles — once my bag was stored —
Now I must play with Elgin’s lord,
With Theseus for a taw!
My playful horse has slipt his string,
Forgotten all his capering,
And harness’d to the law!
4.
My kite — how fast and far it flew!
Whilst I, a sort of Franklin, drew
My pleasure from the sky!
’Twas paper’d o’er with studious themes,
The tasks I wrote — my present dreams
Will never soar so high!
5.
My joys are wingless all and dead;
My dumps are made of more than lead; —
My flights soon find a fall;
My fears prevail, my fancies droop,
Joy never cometh with a hoop,
And seldom with a call!
6.
My football’s laid upon the shelf;
I am a shuttlecock myself
The world knocks to and fro; —
My archery is all unlearn’d,
And grief against myself has turn’d
My arrows and my bow!
7.
No more in noontide sun I bask;
My authorship’s an endless task,
My head’s ne’er out of school:
My heart is pain’d with scorn and slight,
I have too many foes to fight,
And friends grown strangely cool!
8.
The very chum that shared my cake
Holds out so cold a hand to shake,
It makes me shrink and sigh:—
On this I will not dwell and hang —
The changeling would not feel a pang
Though these should meet his eye!
9.
No skies so blue or so serene
As then; — no leaves look half so green
As clothed the playground tree!
All things I loved are altered so,
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